why?

if thr is god in each o us..then y god shows us indiffrent behaviour...y god fi8 wid us nw n thn...y god dsnt c our tears when we need them...y god unable to undstd who we really are...y god isnt gud enuf nw...y god nw n thn shows us hw bad we r...y always god get annoyed by us...y god play games wid us...y god is nt able to undstd us. y god hurt us? if sum when can tell me plz do tel

how ur life rules u..

satisfaction, expectations, care, loneliness, success... these words filled in our lives n we r hurt-ed most by them. .
its like u r never satisfy but to gain satisfaction u ll try,find ways wid expectations yet it ll hurt u coz u ll neva satisfy wt u hav.
u ll care for a person heartidly while knowing tht person is nt worth..
so u ll be hurt n dipped in lonliness. or u r alone u ll want sum1 in ur lif to b wid wid loads o expectations.

but reality ll nt be satisfactory.u ll thnk i was better alone. so in any o these conditions u r unable to get success between 2 parts o ur brain one o whch u call heart...

so u r finally FUCKED by life.
except it.
every happiness is temporary.

u ll die alone !

get started

there is a point in ur life when u noe u r nt best.but u noe tht u can do it in a difrnt way..bt u r tiered tht u havnt seen success since a long time..n u r jus waiting for it so eagerly.n u noe u need a lot o hard work. well u shud jus got started... wt r u waitin 4?

heart

this is d only place i can tell u hw mch i luv u...i woke up n d 1st wrd cums in ma mind /the first thng i cry upon is u.al i want to noe is u.my decision is*killin me.n when i thnk wt wud b ur condition....i thnk dying wud b mch btr than to feel ths pain.my heart n head fi8s a lot wid each other.please dunt punish urself ...coz pain is here 2 .live 4 me if u can.i noe future is uncertain... bt one thng i noe is i ll neva stop lovin u.jus i cnt b wid u.forgive me.

end or not

u noe when u noe tht sum1 is goin 2 hurt by ur actions.n u noe u were d only place tht d person can cum is u.n when ur heart also make us run bak 2 him n jus hug.u hav options 2 go but u dunt want 2 move.its d nly thng is i want to make his lif much better n perfect to liv in.i jus want to u be happy i noe m doin wrng at this time.but i pray to god to giv u strength to bear this difficult time when u r jus broken n i noe i can fix u.but sumthing is lacking in me.i noe fate has much more in store for us.bt my heart is kept in d lock nw.sorry dat i left u.wish i cud hug u n say u tht u warent bad our time was bad.

without you

I am Looking For
Some Place to hide,
All My Senses ,It Seems Have
died,
It's like waiting in the
scorching desert for a breeze,
All I am left with All Your
beautiful memories,
...
I dont Know How I am gonna
Get On Without You,
Because The mistake wasnt
mine,neither wrong were You

messed up!

ah!god y jus a few ppl play wid ma mind too much.in sum situations dun noe wt 2 do.n in sum again dun noe wt to do.no one can b jus wid me permanently.ppl lov to cum n go.either frn or luv.me n ma rumy jus sucks wid each other dun noe y she cant jus go...hash! well at this moment i hav to concntrt on sumthn other than this.sum1 needs me.frankly sayin i dun noe even wt the other day has stored 4 me.ssly...need a support.

inner voice

in d darkness of lonliness...in d unsolved truth...in d strom o lost...I jus got a name n tht is u ma frn.* If sumthn happens y u neva show me ur real pain.i need nthn 4m u .. i jus need ur voice in ma ears n presence o u in ma day. it dsnt matter wt i loose or gain i jus wanna be ur side. But m unable to undstd y it happens again n again. Hoping tht sum1 cud read this i jus wanna say to u pj plz hav a fi8..be angry..cry.but dun leave me. Thrz one name tht whispers in ma consious every morning is u. Our lifepaths hav made us to meet each other 4 a reason ! * n here d place i liv in ma real lif i hav no 1. Yup thr r ma 2 best buddies wch help me alot. I adore them. yeah but it was relaxing to had a talk wid u today...

story of a girl..

she is a gal..recently got ditched...was on a verge o marriage.n on d same day she got fired off 4m d job.oh so depressed she was...n top o tht her last bf cums n say marry me m bak.wtf. *n she cudnt take any decision...coz neither her mind nor her heart was stable. . . . how well i noe this situation! yes ofcourse close to d situation i had being in d past.certainly every one needs d answr.at this point no one else cud undstd d situation.. . . . well further she tries real hard to get d position in job n get her bf bak.but al she left bak wid was lonliness..wet pillows..red eyes n a headache in d morning n certainly yea still she had no way out.# here her frnz r wid her..her old bf still tryin.n finally she lost her job.then she decides to fi8 bak to all tht.n yea in d end d boy cums bak wid a guilt..gal hugs her n say 1st find urself then u ll find ur lov. n she walk away wid her old bf wid a marriage..*# . . . well my story too had a back plan n i welcumd it after huge struggling wid myself ; knowingly to d fact he ll do it again.n wohaa he really did tht again n guess wt this time i hav no hard feelings ; no wet eyes , its better off this way. n i really dun about d future..yea mi8 b sum1 more is yet to cum in ma lyf.lets c wt lyf shows me.

a situation as b4..

it was really ununderstandable wt u do.all o sudden u behave like i hav done sumthn wrong..wt if i wud hav done.its strange o u ...u never try to talk if i dunt. we had a great time together n it seems u dint want it that way...!

Its a frn..I dun noe she is exactly my frn or not.. By 2 month ago probably we had a gr8 time together...But yea i got to noe our bonds were jus gossip o ma 3rd rumy it was we got to noe she was backstabbing around us since a long time.I believed her n told a lot many things ...Sum o ma plans (i got to noe no one is worth trust..).

N god noes wt happend to her since a week she is acting wiered.Ignoring a lot ; as if i am jus nt around . Hiding things.
She jus talk to wt i say.N tht day she said so rudely when i jus tried to wake her up.N u noe wt kills me coz she thinks shes normal n she jus dun bend hersel if sum1 is goin far...# ssly i dun noe how shall i walk away o it.
This is nt d 1st time...N i swear this time if its cumin out m nt gonna b quiet .
.U had enuf o it.Coz u dun hav any voice for gud.

no way out

u can start a new thng..but cant stop d old memories.u cant run 4m ur life.no other person can c wt u can.u cant forcely make luv u...no matter wt u do..ppl ll hate u.u urself shud have faith in urself n let it keep goin thts d only way to liv.