Friday, 28 September 2012

silence

life over here...
dun ask its miserable...
y??
because sumhow u compromise...u say "no" to uself n yes to others.
in short u dun do things which ur heart says...
jus becoz u r living wid a frn hell diffrent from u...

yea jus managing by saying to myself...let it be
its last yr...
next part ll be good....
hopes!!

in the class...yea i ignore those ppl...
but in a short room sitting thr 6 hrs how u ll be able to ignore
what is really going through...
what they really show u...
tht we dun care who u r...
ur whole group goes in a party n u r not even invited....
yea thtz how u feel...
its there each n every day..
we 2 ignore it...a lot...daily..!

its ok..its better to be alone than to be in a bad comapny...

this thing lets me move on.

u cant hear wt ur heart says...coz u noe its wrong!
u cant do what u want....but nw it wont b lik tht..

sumtimes these things jus lead me to anger..
y i suffer coz o  sum one else...
paying for to be in a company??
r they really worth it....
dun noe...
mm silent...jus silent...
coz if i say it can ruin many things...
better i stay quite...

but atleast here i can say it...i can say i dun like it at alllllllll here....

jus concentrating on studies...
only good thing to do here....

god jus lead me to the path i want.

Wednesday, 12 September 2012

cooking my life

well...
yea back to hell...
but this time......its the last time...
happineess is one side...
n achiving sumthing is much gtrtr on ma mind...
things never change here..
ppl doesnt change..but who cares anymore...
"jus cooking ma life alone...n searching for best
ingredients."
jus want ma life to make what i want....
struggles,obstracles r thr...
but i have support...hope...n strength..
i jus hav to work enough hard...
n m on it...
so it makes me out of this social world...
i need to create ma actual social network now..
sry frnz...

but i love ma life...coz i noe...this all is leading me
somewhere......beautiful!!