friends for love

When u love ur best frn….

Well 1^st u got confused………..it was fatal attraction….u not in love for real….

Ur bst frn is with u all the tim.e….gi v u support as u need….coz he doesn’t care who u r……n wt u do….he jus support u wtvr  u r……

It goes really well….

But when the actual thing starts n if it doesn’t work…..or u cant be in relation now coz u think now “no hez not my clone…..i dun noe wt was in my mind”

Well………u got caught……….u  finally ruined ur life by ur own hand….by 2 ways….loving ur bst frn…n then realizing it wasn’t the thing….sometimes insanity works….

Coz u cant go back as a frn….cant excpet to react on ur joke as he used to be…

U cant jus say him I miss u……..n be in a safe zone………with no relation responsibility….

U cant jus pass a tear n her shoulder coz if he comments as he used to do…..u ll got hurt now….

Ur rational feelings hav been dead….

The thing kills u all the time is…..y cant be again jus be such wonderful frnzz….reason is feelings have changed….u get hurt too easily now…u r touched by that person by heart….now u cant tolerate the ignorance….though it wouldn’t be the case…..the other person too have feelings for u…

But still u ppl r same as u were…………coz u dun noe wt to do in this situation….

Now time is here….i sit quite n scribble my keypad for writing about all this like a philosopher or sumthin…..stupid crash….but yea it happens….thtz the fact….

Cant jus go n cry onto him…..cant jus fi8…..cant jus speak normal things…..coz things r not normal….

N I hav gone mad!!!!

I can say here well….i miss u……u still in my mind….n I noe ri8 now in present times…u was  the one who really cared for me….stupid hormones came in between………damn!!

I still miss my old distance new frn….who jus same in condition as in I am….LONELY!!!

Hope sumday I ll overcum u!!:)

care

Care is called the sweetest form off love….

But wt when u care n the other person jus tear it off……….how can one be annoyed by care….

Agar kisi ka mood kharab hai to cant we ask wt happened??

Ssly tht wasn’t a rude question….but tht was rude….wt u did..

I changed a lot for u….but u hav to always do things which hurts me….n yea in the end u can say jus leave me……..i dun need u….

Ssly better hum kabhi milte hi nahi……………kabhi frnz hi nahi bante….

Its like if I dun ask u….u say tujhe koi farak ni padta kuch bhi ho.

N agar I ask…then u hav to say yea……kuch nahi hua[moron] piche mat pad[chehre pe 12 baji hai uska kya…

I dun noe mai bhi kyu force karti hu……do wtvr u want yaar.

Now u r a stranger 4 me…..ssly IT HURTZZ!!!!

I dun noe y u act like tht….

When we give a hand of frnship….we ought to share things….we took care of each other’s cry n laughter…we love n hate things together….we play together..o sorry……..u hav to take a “privete place”

But yea its like….iits all upto u….when u want to do masti n when u want to be quite….its never how other feels…

Ssly I lov ma MOM DAD SIS N BRO….. hav seen many ppl ….i jus can say….no can beat their love…

N wt we do…show attitude to them….n fi8 with siblings…..but the love unconditionally…..luv u mom….u never disgraced me….u never ever let a tear drop out my eyes.

U always came 1^st without telling….tht m hurt….having hard time….i cant put my emotions in a bag…..i cant help to show ma emotions. But thing is thr is no place for ppl wid emotions in this world….all r jus ……..mean!!!

But yea few ppl r thr who cares for me no matter wt…..n those I wanna mention here….ma mom ,dad,bro,sis, anusha,lily,chetna,prajot,varun,krish,ishaan,deepika bhabhi… sandy….n many….but thing is none of them lives with me….

Well…..thtz y I cant leave u frnzz…..u ma lyf…..n ma family is ma soul…………) J happy to hav u in ma lyf. Be with me laways.

RIP dev anand

Ahbi na jao chodkar, Dev saab...so says celebrities as they pay their tribute to Dev Anand



well to few it mi8 be just a news....but for me it was a shock....i hav been grew up listning,reading,watcing him.....n always admired him as a person......now bollywood has lost its charm....
he was my dad's fav actor...i dun noe wt his reaction mi8 be....but i cant stop crying ri8 now....,,yea soon it can be forgetfull for few....but it was jus heart breaking news for me.......
jus woke up.....n open d internet.....fb....saw sumthin like RIp....i thot....wts it....n jus looked into TOI .....n was so into shock....ki i dun noe wt to do............i must tell u one thing......i hav seen many deaths.....but never felt like this.....sumthing missin kinda ......sad.....n damn!!!  i thot i cudnt be able to feel such way.......jaate jaate bhi mujhe kuch sikha diyaa aapne.......!!!!
i still admire ur evergreenness....n ll forever.
lov u dev sahab!!!!! 

Dev Anand was 88 when he succumbed to a massive cardiac arrest in a London hospital. Ever since the news of his demise broke out, the refrain across his fans and well-wishers was a line from his song from "Hun Dono", "Abhi na jao chodkar ke dil abhi bhara nahin".

 On his micro blogging site, Anupam Kher wrote: "Dev Saab was Kind, -Passionate, Courageous, Forthright, Charming, Encouraging, Contemporary, Always a leader and a Great Human. Will Miss him. So as a Tribute to Dev Saab let's only humm his Songs today. Songs which became such an integral part of our lives. Ahbi na jao chodkar...." When Amitabh Bachchan first tweeted about Dev saab, he was still praying that the news wasn't true. "Just reading news about Dev Saheb .. praying it is not true ! He was such a positive person .. never associated death with him... Had just met Dev Saheb at his premiere recently .. he was weak but full of spirit ..the news papers confirming his passing away ..sad. An era has come to an end .. Dev Anand leaves a void never perhaps to be filled again .. his never give up belief, his joy of life!"

Shabana Azmi, who also reminisced about director Manish Acharya who passed a year ago, wrote: "Dev Saheb robustly lived life on his own terms.he will be missed by millions but will live on thru his movies.I salute his spirit."

Mahesh Bhatt saluted the memory of the star "left us with the glow of his smile". "As the new dawn breaks over Mumbai I salute the memory of this star who has left left us with the glow of his smile," he wrote.

It took a while for the news to sink in for Madhur Bhandarkar even as he wrote: "Shocked to the core, a painful loss, a personal grief, cant believe DEVSAAB is no more ! Still the news is not sinking in,had celebrated his birthday with him,Devsaab was full of energy and life then,just cant believe !"

Director Kunal Kohli, on his part, wrote: "RIP Dev Anand. His spirit, energy, love for life and cinema will live on through his films. Love you Dev Saab."

Abhishek Bachchan was equally shocked. Wrote the actor, "Never believed I would ever wake up to this news. Very sad! Shocked to read of the passing of Dev Saab. Such a great man and actor. A symbol of positivity." Actor Divya Dutta has vivid memories of her last meeting of the legend at the premiere of his movie. "T last I met devsaab was at his premiere,sitting nxt to him, n seeing his smiling face,full of zest energy n ethusiasm..memories! Main zindagi ka sath nibhata chala gayam..RIP devsaab! Knowing u wrkin wt u is cherished!my evergreen hero!will miss u sir!" she wrote.

Shah Rukh Khan said in his tweet, "Dev sahib's sad demise makes me feel that the film industry is incomplete & has lost its magical energy. May Allah bless his soul."

Arjun Rampal tweeted, "Woke up to the saddest news and an emptiness in the heart, Dev Saab the man who lived every moment to the fullest with greatest energy. RIP."

Actor Neil Nitin Mukesh said: "Just got the sad news that Dev Anand sahab passed away. I've always been a huge fan of his. And grown up watching his dynamic films. RIP." India's music fraternity was equally shocked with the news. The legend who left behind countless film hits will be dearly missed, said Shreya Ghosal. "Dev saab's films being talked abt on d news. What legacy of great films n music! He indeed was a man of excellence and passion for cinema," the singer wrote.

Composer Ehsaan Noorani, on his part, said, "Another jewel begins his skyward journey ...... Dev Saab alvidaa." Sophie Choudry, on her part, wrote: "Can't believe Dev saab is no more? A real institution,dreamer,believer & the grtest romantic because he LOVED life. A truly sad say. RIP sir."

Poonam Pandey too paid her respect to the evergreen star by writing: "Life is like a poker game; it's not what you're given, it's how you use it.- The Gr8 Gambler - "RIP Dev Anand""

lovely........feelinf freee

U noe had a gr8 day…….

1^st I gave first time such kina answers…….n m happie………..feelin like m freeeee……..heheh

Hehehe………..i was arguing with ma frn today……

 In short I was askin 4 d wiered behaviour…….n she was about to complain about many things……

 I cut her talk n said……….wait………u wanna live ur life……live ….jab ok ho to ajana…..m always thr…take ur time….i hav work… N mai waha se aagayi……..;);)

 Oh cummon………y I ll listen tht depressing crap….!!! HOW WAS IT??

Then had a conversation with a frn……

N she shared a secret with me……..felt again in high school…..

Really she is with me…..since class 3 I guess…..

Yea sumtimes distance n busy lives dunt let us do the same things wt we want……but yea changes r aint not bad…….atleast…..we hav something called”living n moving”

C the fact is….i cant be sad for more time……

If I dun get anyone naa…………eventually iget happy by myself…..

Yea thtzz me…….:) n ye chiz aajtak koi samjh ni paya…..

I can be happier alone than in a wiered company…..

N well…….life is so roller coasting………..tht I need not to anything except wat I meant to do…..:))

M happiee today yaar….:)

N n yea one more thing……….got a gr8 plan for a party……….jaisi party mai hamesha se chahti thi….fingers crossed toes crossed…!!!!

Well well well………..having contacts with sum old frns….

Eventually m again with my school buddies…………coz I noe…they dun care what n who I am….they care wt I am upto…n wt I share……

Thtz kool naa……..cummon!! aaj ke time mai log saalo saath reh kar bhi dhoka de jaate hai….better be alone n hav gr8 frnzz……

Well I dun noe whoz gonna read this….mi8 be few ppl read silently n paass……..i ll read n ll be smiling sum day or other……..;) ;)

me

Well….i dun noe about all……..for me…….a time has come….

Where I got to noe tht m nt perfect…

Yea m bit roudy… bit emotional….

Well hav decided not be in the way how ppl got to noe me….now I ll be jus wt I am….like it or not…if yes…I ll be happy to hav u….if u dunt…well m better back alone..

Ssly…

Stop bugging me around….will each of u ll stop telling me tht m not wt u thought I cud be….

Yeah I am not perfect…not even in one thing….yeah I noe tht…

When I am nice….u cud say….u r so typical….

When I am modest at appearnce[u wud say….u so simple…y u cant be lik other gals]…but I like to live simple way………cummon….who can carry tht much of things on face n move around like a dummy…….!!! Duh uh……..gimme a break now!!!

When I jus joke with u….u wont like it….yeah coz m nt ur fukin type……….who the hell u r to determine my type?? ……..n who r u anyway to say ??

The thing of me is…….u ppl keep bugging my mind n I let u….i dun say anythin bad to anyone……I cant….its like………..”I hav manners dude”!!! m nt like u………

Yeah when it cums about my nature….as in m gud….like one frn shud be….but when u r angry…dun shout….or jus low ur temper……..

Oh cummon……again!! Ssly….lemme tell u….this raise my temper….n m nt a puppet….i can control ma emotions each n every time….

When m emotional….1^st of all……..no1 around me cums to soothe me…..

N if I reach a frn whom I think cud do tht…….wht they say….y r u frustated all d time….

Oh cant u see………….u jus spoiled my mood……n u r jus sayin to cryin gal infront of her face tht she’s frustated….are if u cant help me out jus say m busy n leave….i can manage my own…..n ppl say m roudy here………….ass….!!!

When cums loyalty in frnshp…….yeah god….ssly temme all arnd me…….r d perfect frndzz n m d only one…who cant keep trak….whoz jus mess up things around each n every time.

Well wao!!! Here I am…..with no one except of me left…

Yea………..thtz wt alone n lonely means…………ri8!!

I had many frnzz till last yr….

N now……

One is off……coz I jus watch ma own buissness…..

2^nd……coz m jus tooooo emotional…..

3^rd ……coz m not in games wt she likes to play…

4^th coz m not a high scored student [yeah here too m nt perfect see]

5^th coz m livin with d 1 whom she dun like…

6^th coz they hav the anti-person of mine with them….

Others coz I jus cant cum online nw…….

N many others r too busy to say jus a hi……..n yea hav loads of time to thr on fb hrs…

Others coz I jus cudnt reply to one or 2 of their mails….

N can be when mm nt able to give exact amount of trust……

GODddddddddddd

Help me out………ssly…….u noe wt….tears hav been dried out…

I DUN WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE…………lost or sumthin lik tht…….

M jus so damn over with tht…..

“pissed off” !!!

Better alone!! N yea next time ppl  ll reach out to me…….ll stay away…….n jus….

C I look lik tht…….lik a small baby….cute…….simple….no nothin artificial….yea a bit small in height….n m bit roudy at times…..lik to study a lot….need to sharpen my talents…..loveeeeeee to listen muzzzic…I jus cant liv without it…cummon it’s the only thing…which never leave me alone.

I am full buckets of emotions….

I jus dun do any “funny buisness”…….to jus njoy…

N I jus dun fuck around each guy I met.

I beilive in simple frnship/….

N yea….i can be be fun sumtimes…….

Dun noe u can manage me or not……well ssly…………I dun care now….!...

N yea……..m nt getting in any kinda relation………….stay away………..if u jus want to get in my pants….fuk offfffff!!!!!!!!!!

shopaholic

Shoppin shoppin………….its like a never ending thing……..

Had a lovely day….though m a lil bit of kanjoos……..hehhe….not exactly……

But I want all the styles n types of clothes to be hanged on my wordrobe…….yea n to wear them too……

N in the starting of any season……its necessary dude!!! Cummon!!

Well went for a shoppin today……..wo it was fun……….2011-2011

Saare paise uda diya………..isme bhi fun hai man!!

Fir bhi sab ni kharid saki jo chaiye tha….

Winter boots…….a sweater,….gloves……..still few things r left…..

Ll take thm soon……yea…….kharidungi to sahi hi,……..heehe

Yea I dun noe……..but really it makes feel gud….

Bas jo acha lage le lo…….no second thought….ah random shopping lov it!!

Well yea I noe……it shud be like I must be thinking……..is it really necessary………..lolz…..but I think…..”wao its pretty”………….it shud be with me…..

But dun wry it doesn’t happen with me all the time….only in festive season….yea this time it was “weekend”………kidding…….are its season opeaning…….

Last time I did tis type of shopping was mid of summers….when I was mad about skirts….yea yea u must be thinking…….wt the @#$% …………..a typical girl…….

Cummon atleast we can do it our own…not like…………u need to buy an underweear n ur mum ll do that……or ur gf……..oh yea dun be iinnocent…….u think  thtz kool………..lemme tell u thtz “lame”.

farewell

Farewell…………

Gudbye my trusted frnz…

Yea things songs made me realize the real farewell o frnz in ma life….

Before I was lonely in d crowd….n now its better alone!!!

Yea…4 yrs…made such a beautiful frnz….had lovely memories….but really its hard to noe tht u have no place in anyone’s heart[well it seems so]

How cud I noe…..if ppl dun tell me….i cn think anything….

Care n love is to be shown at times u noe…..thr r occasions u need to show love….coz no one want to loose anyone….n offcourse it hurts!!!

Well if my frnz consider they cud hav me even they dun care abt me….then yea…at times they cum 4 anything m thr……..else…I dun noe u now sorry.

Ppl can change….attitude can change….but we cant change the memories….thtz wt hurtzz a lot.

Well……..its better end this way…

This yr I nearly lost all of my frnzz……except really few…..

1^st I wasn’t able to count them….now its too  less to count.

Well………….gudbye my trusted frnz……

We had joys we had fun….we had season in the sun….

………I noe its hard 4 me……..

Ll manage……lyf ll never be same……………n beilive me……….m @ peace!!

Goodbye to you, my trusted friend.
We've known each other since we're nine or ten.
Together we climbed hills or trees.
Learned of love and ABC's,
skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.
Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
Pretty girls are everywhere.
When you see them I'll be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the hills that we climbed
were just seasons out of time.
Goodbye, Papa, please pray for me,
I was the black sheep of the family.
You tried to teach me right from wrong.
Too much wine and too much song,
wonder how I get along.
Goodbye, Papa, it's hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
Little children everywhere.
When you see them I'll be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the wine and the song,
like the seasons, all have gone.
Goodbye, Michelle, my little one.
You gave me love and helped me find the sun.
And every time that I was down
you would always come around
and get my feet back on the ground.
Goodbye, Michelle, it's hard to die
when all the bird are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
With the flowers ev'rywhere.
I whish that we could both be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the stars we could reach
were just starfishs on the beach!!

story

It all started as a normal conversation….

Seeking frnz in a miserable world….slowly I had u at the time a real frn shud be thr…

4 me it was a routine or a habit to talk to u….

When I used to pour at u….wt all is goin on….a reilief was there……

To hear ur voice…..is still enough to make ma mind fresh…

Talked  talked talked…….shared a lot

Randomly …..slowly I was happy to be with u….n dint cared wt’s goin all around here….

Times came….u made me felt like “princess”…….d “speacial n d only one”!!

N I was too equally into u…..

The story had been created……time showed the best of all moments…

Zindagi mai ye ehsaas hi bohat khoobsoorat hai ki aap bhi kis ka khwab hai….

Never met…never knew each other….par jo hona hai vo to ho kar hi rehta hai…

A year passed…we moved step by step 4m strangers to frnz to a “no relation” status…

An awesumn feeling stood up….winds started blowing fragnantly….

Finally I met u…..no words wud describe that…..but ur presence made a stay!

Now here cums the twist part…..confession!

Damn……all crazieness went to height….”love”

Still no one can deny the fact…u already in a relationship n had the pleassues multiple times!

But yea……..tht dosnt made any diffrence…….coz according to the prvious conversation…u wasn’t serious 4 her…..n me stupid creature.

A fter a month u said…I dun want any relationship….yea how cud u….i was demanding time 4m ur so called busy shedule[which we had same].

.

.

.

After a few weeks…I got to noe….m jus “kicked out”!!...

Wait

Wait

Wait

U came bak

Ur gf leaves u

Wait

U go bak

Wait

Wait

U cum bak[seriously this time???]

U hav a proof tht ur gf wont cum bak

Wait

Wait

U came bak…

We met again…..

So wt u think…………after all this…….i can do tht?? Sorry……its been long to be stupid….

N u ll go anyway.

Official breakup

Still ur talkin…

Wait

Wait

Wait

U wanna cum bak…………..cummon…………….arent u tiered???

yea thtzz the present situation…….!!!

when u loose a friend...

Its been my birthday on diwali……..yea awesum naa….whole world celebrates it….it happens quite rarely..

Had a blast…had a surprise party…..fun with frnzz……lovely day……..thanxx frnzz!!

But as my blog rule…how can sumthing disturbing doesn’t happen…..

Really dun noe I shall call them even frnz or not…

There is a person who dosent talk to me….coz o sum clashes…..n now she is with my those so called old frnzz……..n yea eventually….their attitude have been changed….

Well……..that is not the matter!

Matter is we r frnz since 4 yrs…..they dint even wish me……isnt it shokin…….ok I understand…if u cant cum….cud have messeged/called/smsd……

That means I mean nothin to u????

Yea u can say its just a birthday wish……does it make any diffrence?

Well…….yea it does….atleast it shows how much u care……

I dun say wish me @ dot 12…..i noe everybody cant…….

But if we r frnz………..cummon we meet daily……we liv in a same hostel……on top o tht….i attend each n every birthday o u 4.

I never misbehaved….i never quarrelled…..i never complained….n I dint expected this.

It’s a v.small thing……..but truly………..it hurts.

loosingggggg......

N in 7 days one o u ll be having a birthday………..i dun noe…….wt shall I do?? Shall I wish?? Shall I gift?? Nobody to converse!!! Duh!! L(

When u loose  a frn….

When u loose a frn….it seems ….a part o u is lost…..u r half dead inside…

U can call agai n again…u can cry….but its o no use….coz u hav lost it!

When u loose a frn….u make urself a dry rose….which is dead n closed in a book!

U loose all ur chances …to smile.

All u have is..u n ur miseries……un wanted sadness……

U have is just “u”…..its gud sumtimes…..but u noe u not happy

When u loose a frn….a charm a fun o u 2 be a king among is lost…

U lost ur each pretty leaf of ur liffe tree….

U lost a part inside u….u loose urself…

Sumtimes u r helpless…….u jus want them bak…but life has plans of its own.

Everytime u jus make effort to another new person….eventually u got it cut off….

May be…m in those few….who spent their life alone…coz they r jus not gud  enuf

They cant to what others want…..coz they hav a fate of “no frn”

heart broken

I wanna ask u sumtimes ….do u miss me as I do.

Do u feel like….to do a thing is waste when m nt around….coz I feel lik tht sumtimes….

But I wanna ask u….do u feel d same???

Hey really missin u here….ur talks….buut in d mid I hate u too…when u dun talk like as I do….n when u always….complain….n make my mood off…..

Sometimes I jus want to b wid u.

Ssly m finding ways to talk to u secretly…but when I get it ……I think…let it be,,,,,,,ya mann ni maanta.

U told me….u cant giv me wt I want coz I cudnt do it 4 u…

Well….wt I want….i neva got wt I want….yea ssly….u were better b4…atleast it was easy to trust u….u changed d way….i dun y I accepted it…may be I din wanna loose u….but wt happened…………………..life changed when it was meant to be a start…………means….end in d beginning????............i was shoked…n ws nt able to undstd it all d time. All I can do was……..cry! then it was jus a game to u…

I always felt like the another one….the “3,rd” one…..the “wrong one”  one who is never wanted….jus an “option”………….u can neva undstd…….hw it feels lik it.

N nw all those things hav gone……..wt u think…wt I still want??

Its v easy  4 u to say……..bye…but I cud never reply to it. Coz none o the time I want it. But I hav to accept it yeah…………

Yeah tht mi8 hurt u……..but u neva take my “no” ssly……..u need was a jus a reason…….reason 4 a “no”.

I gave it to u……….n I lost u again!!!.................aha……..wait….i neva had u ri8??

I dun noe….my tears had dried out tht day or wt……I cud hav cried….but happiness of seeing u was enuf to cover it.

I wanted to spend sum time….which we neva had….but u had v different plans. Sry  but I dissappionted n ruined ur plan!

Blame as much as u can….because…..u neva understood me…..love is a different thing!

Life has managed to teach u everything….this time…I learned “kill ur emotions”!!!! L(

 [21/9/11]

good days

Somedays r so beautiful to liv in….tht heals us within!

Had a nice day so called “nature’s day”..it was a windy day……..breeze all around…….lovely…

We were about to fly……hehe….we went out….jus 4 a walk…

Then we went to oblasnaya….lovely trees r thr…

Loved the yeloow….red green………autmn!

Played n bohat saare seb[apple] tode…….till I guess 2 hrs…….

It was real fun….that one….oh tht twin one….lemme catch it….sheh tht one is stuk…….lmaooooooo

It was really gr8 moment……..n yea after tht stroming photo session…

It was fun! :)

Well life is gud….but still miss few ppl around….few r busy….few r far…few hav no contact….few hav forgotten….but yeah frnz miss u a lot. I ll be in touch soon. For sumtime.

[happened: 1st oct 2011}

alone

Its wiered to  be alone sumtimes.

When u dun likewhat other ppl r  doing.coz thtz absurd

The only thing left is…u ..n things kept u busy

Aatif’s voice….intrest in science….choclate…..r things which never leave u when ur mood is off……

Frnz…………family……..r things….which u need …but u dun hav it

Then when u see ppl around…n u cant be with them….coz  coz…….they dun want u. u r uncompatible wid u.

Yes I see smiling faces….tlkin n doin masti….but mera mann ni karta un ke saath jane ko. Chahu to jaa sakti hu….but dun noe y it happens so often.

Bit off tuday. Thigs changes sumtimes n u cant help it .

I hav only books n aatif. Help me aatif…..ur voice is my heart…..

mixed up

now its time....time to move again.....
but temme lord......shall i forget all those ppl who hav touched my heart....n cant be wid me...
shall i cry....coz a person cares for me.....but dunt talk...
wt kinda world u hav made.....ppl dun hav time to talk??to share??wt r they living then??

wt to cry on....that yea...u noe...u hav a place thr.....or on....u r being ignored by life?
i noe i hav been many times so malodramatic.....but i cant help it...
if i ll say it to u...u ll feel bad...if i wont.....i ll burn!

n its hurting me.......u hav sum1 other to care for too.....now i hav nothing to say! m sealed!

well......its hard to go 4m home.....but yea.....i want to....i want to free 4m all things now....coz world is waiting for me.......n yea m cuming thr.....

now.....hav to start old things in a new good way.....hope so....it ll go well.....god gimme strength!!

truth of despair

a new wave is here.....
wave which is shattering my minds.....
i have my paths clean n safe...
yet emotionally.....struggling through many things.....
when i made my life simpler....my mind doesnt seems in peace....
i m not going in an old charming life.....yet the new one is also not soothing....
m jus dying....

dying.....
n dying.....
again n again life make me stand into a grief of loneliness....i feel as if...m crowded......yet alone...
bruises r getting deeper n deeper...

wish i cud be of stone....i just hope.....sum day i ll gain a strength to accept this truth of despair!!

india needs a change

yup india needs a change now.....
the common man....has to wake up.....n make realise d govt. that...
we r nt blind to see wt u r doing...

i insist those politions,celebrities......to jus becum a common man once...

what a common man goes through....
buying each product u hav made a hell high prices...
to walk on those creepy roads...
to hav each time....mud full foot...
to travel on sake of our death...
to wish to study ....but quotas n less seats wont let them..
to get horrified by news each day...
to pay for even d ri8 thing to be done....
to wait for a govt officer....to wake up....n work for..hanging them 12 hrs for a 2hrs work...
to travel by a train n bombarded.....
to live in horror....each n every day!!

common.......live atleast a day as we live here....n u wud shout to hav a change!!!

so m i ri8 or m i ri8 to support Anna Hazare fi8 against corruption??!!!

friends

When u meet people after a long time....
u r just astonished by how ppl react to u.......well some mi8 ignore......but some...so truly...wid a sparkle in eyes....cum to u.....n u cant stop hugging them......
it makes u still 4 a moment.......n left u wid loads of memories......which u tend to bind n keep it for ever....

to meet wid old skool frnz.....is jus......so damn.......amazing..!!!
They pour so much love.......tht u cant even imagine........
u tend to think........in whatever world u r........u shud leave it........n jump bak to high skul!!
YEa things hav changed.......n ll change........
friendz r jus heaven in this world......

yea heading towards to meet.......n have sume more fun.....frnzz
outiing,movies,ni8over,......all m imagining nw.....
life seeming so cheerfull....n blossom!!

Life span is too small. So do not waste it in anger, fight. Live every moment as if there is no tomorrow.
 Life ends & one leaves the world physically but leaves lasting good memories in heart of loved ones as well as leaves a little smile & sweet memories on clean few (may be very SMALL NUMBER) friend's face & in their hearts. ....

love ma frnz:) :) <3 <3

just hrithik

hrithik hrithik hrithik.....!!!!
yea a heartthrob......who jus knoked our hearts a decade ago......n still a prince of it....
well......he has done perfectly everything he want to do......he can make beat millions of heart.....jus by a smile!!

well today m nt here to describe his comely appearance.....
i found recently.....that hrithik....is jus not only a gud dancer,actor.....
but actually hez really a gud person!!!
really......he cares for his fans....he can see ppl r hurt....n he on top o all that...hez really simple inside!!
well was watching 'jus dance' last ni8...
n i was shock.....when apart from those reality shows.....where celebrities scold the contestant/...n make feel the person guilty.....n throw the garbage out.....
he.....personally hug them....console them......n encourage them!!!
he noes wt to speak to whom!! n apart 4m all these.......he cried a bit too.....

ssly now i really want to meet him......n i jus wanna salute him....
u r awe sum!!! a gr8 man!! u r an inspiration!!!
u noe he is not born perfect........he make himself PERFECT......
hard work.....made him superstar!!!
now u hav a place of respect in our eyes hrithik....
n my words may end......bt wt i felt.....can neva end!!!

new

ohk......nw i hav learned a lil here....."how to move on" !!
now i less care about the hurt of others......about....y they didnt care of me!!!
now i m thinkin.....wt i hav works to do next......

well before going next......lets c.......wt shall i continue 4m past......n tht is my creativity.....
so m planning to write more n more.....as i can......as my thoughts do stop when noted....
so b happy u ll get more n more blog to read....!!!

now question is how to write.......ll...c it.........!!!!!!!

taking a turn.......

phew!!
nw i think time has cum to be limited to all ppl arnd again....be a close buk....n a silent river..
nw m planning to get off frm net.....only those ppl can reach me who r around me....
its time that i shall be with only "me".....

ll again only find myself.....!!


n abt love n all......i say.....
be stiff ma frn.....yea i ll take a lil to be nml....n to be neutral...!!
but u remain as u r.....
i ll keep writng!! thtz where i can meet u...
n i think m nt a person of real life....m jus a person of words.....n its a failure 4 me...
u r good....n be lik it!!
May God giv u strength......


my blog is always here.....u cmnt or nt....ppl read it or nt......I ll Write 4 myself!!!!

may be.....

May be m nt considered anything to u now 

Maybe my words give wrong interpretation…

May be u dunt consider my thoughts as same as urs…

May be u dun think the moments v spent r diamonds…

May be u dun noe….the voice of urs can cure me… can just made ma day

But still u think coz we cant do it…coz o me…thrz nthn between us…

May be u hav a thot m jus using u as I want..

Amy b u thinking m taking revenge….

May be u think I dun lov u nw…..

Bt u cant deny evertime u thot “no” reading all these lines…

Bt  distance has been created…I dun noe…m nt as good as u ma lov…but I noe one thing…inside deeply…I hav no1 except u 2 take me away…

Thing cums is only of ma “morals” ‘limits n ‘rules’…………m bounded to it !!!!!!

sorry!!! :((( 

flashback......

had a flashback today....
wt to say had a kinda guilty feeling...unknowingly.....i ruined a relation of 2 ppl.....i must hav been gone earlier 4m their lives!! .... hw stupid of me!! thing is i cant say this...coz m havin it nw!! duh!!
sum say we shall neva go bak....sum say its jus a matter of time......

i cant understand y relation changes.......n y being in home m feelin prisoned!! y cant i jus hav a fli8...
y m so dumb???
ssly sumtimes i feel m dumb.....n a few times....i noe wt m doin!!!!
duh!!!! god..temme wt is all tht,.......where u want me to stand??

i dun want to hurt yea!! coz it hurtz here too........

need a break

wt to say wt is goin all around m jus being shattered by the inconvinince done by ppl they make ma head blast. liers..jus hate thm.i dun noe y dnt ppl undstd tht truth is an easy thng .weather its harsh or calm...! they thnk doin butter polish can make them sum place.n if they make stories...then their sin ll b hidden.y do they do all tht.. n i m havin an another kind o person here who is jus gud in terms o *gossiping* they jus njoy wts goin on in ppl's lives..thy jus make fun out o that.aggh..i hate these ppl. n an another kind...frnz who jus dun undstd difrnc btwn fun;torture n blame. oh plz i cnt jus tak politely always n cnt jus say nly gud pts. o cummon take a chill pill ppl.n hell wid those who jus gossip n r gud 4 nthn.u cnt rely on those ppl.. nw jus m gonna seal my mouth n keep shut.u do wtvr u want to.go to hell.oh need a break yaar!

bad ppl

this world is a place where every1 is tryin to pull others down to maintain their own place.by any means..i dun undstd y ppl interfere in others lif n ruined it.y ppl talk evil . u noe one shud neva care wt other ppl r sayin.jus liv ur lif ur way n njoy it. jus do ur part crctly n let d dogs bark.n neva believe nyone jus thnk ur thngs ur way.n manupulate it acrdng wt u hav learned in lif...well i ll write aftrwards wt happnd in deatails later.

fake wrld

i dun noe y bt ur gud frnz sumtimes fails to undstd who u really are.the truth cums is tht in this wrld everythng has a limit. everyone luvs ppl arnd who r formal n who smiles fakely.who cry n make a world o fake secrecy.ppl go around to ppl who make a humor world n make a hoax o closeness where truth is they jus fix n fit themselves coz they r no more on wid there prsnt lives.

why?

if thr is god in each o us..then y god shows us indiffrent behaviour...y god fi8 wid us nw n thn...y god dsnt c our tears when we need them...y god unable to undstd who we really are...y god isnt gud enuf nw...y god nw n thn shows us hw bad we r...y always god get annoyed by us...y god play games wid us...y god is nt able to undstd us. y god hurt us? if sum when can tell me plz do tel

how ur life rules u..

satisfaction, expectations, care, loneliness, success... these words filled in our lives n we r hurt-ed most by them. .
its like u r never satisfy but to gain satisfaction u ll try,find ways wid expectations yet it ll hurt u coz u ll neva satisfy wt u hav.
u ll care for a person heartidly while knowing tht person is nt worth..
so u ll be hurt n dipped in lonliness. or u r alone u ll want sum1 in ur lif to b wid wid loads o expectations.

but reality ll nt be satisfactory.u ll thnk i was better alone. so in any o these conditions u r unable to get success between 2 parts o ur brain one o whch u call heart...

so u r finally FUCKED by life.
except it.
every happiness is temporary.

u ll die alone !

get started

there is a point in ur life when u noe u r nt best.but u noe tht u can do it in a difrnt way..bt u r tiered tht u havnt seen success since a long time..n u r jus waiting for it so eagerly.n u noe u need a lot o hard work. well u shud jus got started... wt r u waitin 4?

heart

this is d only place i can tell u hw mch i luv u...i woke up n d 1st wrd cums in ma mind /the first thng i cry upon is u.al i want to noe is u.my decision is*killin me.n when i thnk wt wud b ur condition....i thnk dying wud b mch btr than to feel ths pain.my heart n head fi8s a lot wid each other.please dunt punish urself ...coz pain is here 2 .live 4 me if u can.i noe future is uncertain... bt one thng i noe is i ll neva stop lovin u.jus i cnt b wid u.forgive me.

end or not

u noe when u noe tht sum1 is goin 2 hurt by ur actions.n u noe u were d only place tht d person can cum is u.n when ur heart also make us run bak 2 him n jus hug.u hav options 2 go but u dunt want 2 move.its d nly thng is i want to make his lif much better n perfect to liv in.i jus want to u be happy i noe m doin wrng at this time.but i pray to god to giv u strength to bear this difficult time when u r jus broken n i noe i can fix u.but sumthing is lacking in me.i noe fate has much more in store for us.bt my heart is kept in d lock nw.sorry dat i left u.wish i cud hug u n say u tht u warent bad our time was bad.

without you

I am Looking For
Some Place to hide,
All My Senses ,It Seems Have
died,
It's like waiting in the
scorching desert for a breeze,
All I am left with All Your
beautiful memories,
...
I dont Know How I am gonna
Get On Without You,
Because The mistake wasnt
mine,neither wrong were You

messed up!

ah!god y jus a few ppl play wid ma mind too much.in sum situations dun noe wt 2 do.n in sum again dun noe wt to do.no one can b jus wid me permanently.ppl lov to cum n go.either frn or luv.me n ma rumy jus sucks wid each other dun noe y she cant jus go...hash! well at this moment i hav to concntrt on sumthn other than this.sum1 needs me.frankly sayin i dun noe even wt the other day has stored 4 me.ssly...need a support.

inner voice

in d darkness of lonliness...in d unsolved truth...in d strom o lost...I jus got a name n tht is u ma frn.* If sumthn happens y u neva show me ur real pain.i need nthn 4m u .. i jus need ur voice in ma ears n presence o u in ma day. it dsnt matter wt i loose or gain i jus wanna be ur side. But m unable to undstd y it happens again n again. Hoping tht sum1 cud read this i jus wanna say to u pj plz hav a fi8..be angry..cry.but dun leave me. Thrz one name tht whispers in ma consious every morning is u. Our lifepaths hav made us to meet each other 4 a reason ! * n here d place i liv in ma real lif i hav no 1. Yup thr r ma 2 best buddies wch help me alot. I adore them. yeah but it was relaxing to had a talk wid u today...

story of a girl..

she is a gal..recently got ditched...was on a verge o marriage.n on d same day she got fired off 4m d job.oh so depressed she was...n top o tht her last bf cums n say marry me m bak.wtf. *n she cudnt take any decision...coz neither her mind nor her heart was stable. . . . how well i noe this situation! yes ofcourse close to d situation i had being in d past.certainly every one needs d answr.at this point no one else cud undstd d situation.. . . . well further she tries real hard to get d position in job n get her bf bak.but al she left bak wid was lonliness..wet pillows..red eyes n a headache in d morning n certainly yea still she had no way out.# here her frnz r wid her..her old bf still tryin.n finally she lost her job.then she decides to fi8 bak to all tht.n yea in d end d boy cums bak wid a guilt..gal hugs her n say 1st find urself then u ll find ur lov. n she walk away wid her old bf wid a marriage..*# . . . well my story too had a back plan n i welcumd it after huge struggling wid myself ; knowingly to d fact he ll do it again.n wohaa he really did tht again n guess wt this time i hav no hard feelings ; no wet eyes , its better off this way. n i really dun about d future..yea mi8 b sum1 more is yet to cum in ma lyf.lets c wt lyf shows me.

a situation as b4..

it was really ununderstandable wt u do.all o sudden u behave like i hav done sumthn wrong..wt if i wud hav done.its strange o u ...u never try to talk if i dunt. we had a great time together n it seems u dint want it that way...!

Its a frn..I dun noe she is exactly my frn or not.. By 2 month ago probably we had a gr8 time together...But yea i got to noe our bonds were jus gossip o ma 3rd rumy it was we got to noe she was backstabbing around us since a long time.I believed her n told a lot many things ...Sum o ma plans (i got to noe no one is worth trust..).

N god noes wt happend to her since a week she is acting wiered.Ignoring a lot ; as if i am jus nt around . Hiding things.
She jus talk to wt i say.N tht day she said so rudely when i jus tried to wake her up.N u noe wt kills me coz she thinks shes normal n she jus dun bend hersel if sum1 is goin far...# ssly i dun noe how shall i walk away o it.
This is nt d 1st time...N i swear this time if its cumin out m nt gonna b quiet .
.U had enuf o it.Coz u dun hav any voice for gud.

no way out

u can start a new thng..but cant stop d old memories.u cant run 4m ur life.no other person can c wt u can.u cant forcely make luv u...no matter wt u do..ppl ll hate u.u urself shud have faith in urself n let it keep goin thts d only way to liv.

miss you

i really miss ma best buddies coz they r d one jab mai kahu k mera mood off hota hai to they care n never let me go anywhere.they noe if m talkin wiered thn thr is ssly sum prob.no one can replace u buddies.i can talk to u hours to u nt coz we dun hav lif coz it makes our life easy.n i luv to talk..fight n jus being mad on u.my things u can handle in best way.yea i luv luv luv ma net lif coz its never lonely as its here.n yea i can cry loud n u al ll listen.but its hard to live a new lif without u.i dun noe when i ll learn.i wanna liv.hope things ll turn right one day.i l b able to take descions o ma own.n dunt hav to cry n thnk ova wt i hav done.hope ..!

its so useless to hav affection..not bcoz u get nothing in return.its coz m a simple human n it hurtz me wheather its aim to me or not.its a wierd n totally not likin feelin when u r dependnt on sum1.it feels to start it al over again.i m jus fed up o tht i neva had best o anythng except ma family.n i miss ma family most.n tht thngs keep me goin.i ll b alri8 one day..i hate sumtimes to write here.but i hav no one to talk wid.

?

does anyone read this blog?

boring

oh god this damn boring class n damn tiring day.whole day in hospital.no fud nothng...morn 8 to 4.duh!n wt we do..jus tp.patient jo yaad ho chuke hai ..more 3 days o same routine.it dsnt giv anythin except o zachod.n a trailer o ma lif.

random

sometimes i thnk..m mad.or jus cant undstd this world.wts on ppl's mind..wt their actions are.sometimes its weierf u hav no one around to share wid whom u can share wt u thnk..Wt u feel..Coz o distance,circumstances n diffrences o nature n other.This left to make u thnk ll i l be as i am today?Yea thr r many thngs to achieve..But left wid u n u.Sumtimes a thought is enuf for u to make ur whole day.But..Thr is sumthng missing.Day to day work ll increase we l say we wanna liv.Fear makes u weak 4m inside.. If u thnk u can break barriers or jus u wanna be in cage o ur own.Its ur decision.Liv n njoy n fuk all .Thts d way it shud be.The only thng lakin is perfection...It takes gr8 to be tht.Wel to hav a lif.Liv it.

wt 2 do

i hate this..i hate this feelin o lonlieness n m fed up o it.u noe m jus al depended on u frnz.i hav no one else around.n its so scary i hav to liv ma whole lif lik a lonely being....my family ll never wid me again..i noe that v wel.to some extent i dun belong to this real world.i tell u i neva thot when i was small tht world has so much grief buried.i hate to be in helpless situations.God neva make me human again.Neva...Ur world has jus becum a hell..i really appreciate those ppl who r happy.cherish their lives..finish this time soon god i wanna be happy.

wtf.

u noe i dun noe y its a crap to liv ur lif n being in such ppl which r wid u when u r lazy..Dumbass..Do all bullshit wid them.But y cant they understand that studies..Profession..N family is totally a difrnt.Its our alone fi8.I dun noe..I mi8 be wrong here.But for me studies matters most.Its a dfrnt thng i lak n want that few thng to be improved..Only a few ppl can undstd this.N i miss those ppl a lot.Its hard to be alone in between crowd-.

shall i?

its changes again around.few things i hav ever wanted n once i neva wanted.its hard to take decisions.forgiveness can b a great thing or repeating a mistake again.lif if wanna gimme such situations.wt shal it except to choose..its hard to be stiff.n behave ri8 standing wid those ppl n stand like a statue?i dun undstd..few thngs r gud if they r burried!i wish i shud hav a change o people in ma lif.n if sum1 go..go 4 eva.coz to be in this world.i cant even say myslef a ri8 one...god shnow me a way n strength to bear that.

realization !

the ones who dun hav meals in their days.they jus starve. m talkin about ppl who r poor.the value of food is to be known.starve a day n u ll realize a piece o their lives.its a pain.ur all body responds like gonna burst out.its a hard thing.value o food .value o human lif.shud be experience by each o us.20% population o d world is under starvation.n u thnk u dun hav anythnk to eat.u dun hav taste in that.its not ur kinda flavour? cummon get away 4m world n see the truth.majority o us is jus busy in happening events n having fun.try to liv ones.n make a person to liv a life.n u ll cum to noe the inner fun n happiness.u r wealthy enuf lets hav a share n make this world a easier n better place to liv!

thts bad

it was a wiered day.1st day i put off the net thing.n findin maself no where.jus no one around.evryone is damn busy.yea my al close frnz too.had an aweful day.i dint did anythn n dunno y she's behavin lik she is nt intrested.yea got loads o mistake in history.thrz no fun.i slept so i think i cudnt tak to ma best buddy.else my lif is empty.i dun noe y today m feelin LONELY !

get off

i dun noe wts goin around.........
but i noe wts growing inside me......the hatred.......i wanna teach her the lesson n jus wanna kick her ass off!!
no matter wt happen......i jus dun lik to see her daily by side here.....
daily in morning...sitting in class near by.........
i jus hate her n dun want her.......i wanna win.....n sure i ll.......i dun lik to loose......i jus hate when she smiles.
i jus hate hate n hate her by all my heart......!!!!!!!

yea i shall i hav done few things earlier.....i guess.......things stopped me ....was a hpe n miscnception......then
i jus wanted t her to take a back step
but now i dusnt matter to me......jus matter is to get rid off her.........n make her cry..!!!

a thing of routine.....

its sunday again....sunday .....which is weierd 4 me always...since 4yrs
n its the time when i miss a few ppl d most........

Start of the day brings a memory a thought of sum1 tht cannot b wid u....n thing is......now u dun want to b the person..!!
but moments r to cherish n remembered....!!

u cant cut ur strings so easily.it takes a lot to do tht..........n its really .....hard to do...!!!

i usually hate sundays.........coz of......all mind wandering...n feelin o jus left to do nothing
i like busy days "busy days giv me more output........n i luv to do n jus burn myself.."
but nw only in a ri8 directin........m closing all time wasters of mine.....

hope i ll make it!!!

a new day.......

its a new day......but many things r getting rotten!!
many of them is making me sick.
since a few yrs......m unable to undstd wt lyf is tryin to teach......
it make me happy......n snatch tht happiness after a while.....feel lik m a LooSeR!!!

A new day.......yea having a hope of better n happy today.....is the only thing which lemme go!!!
i miss my childhood days.....where i neva seen my eyes  wet........

m cryin inside......yet cant show anyone to laugh at it.....its jus...me my life....n me again!!

lost

i m feeling lik lost.standing nowhere.i dun noe how to react.i jus went out o my eyes n cudnt stop yea.mi8 b m a v bad frn.i dun deserve anyone.its jus lif is showin me NO signal everywhere.m jus plannin to isolate myself.coz more i go 2 ppl more i hurt thm.every one hates me.n yea karna b chaiye.M gud 4 nothn.Feel lik a looser.My further steps r 2 b taken soon.I jus dun wanna open nw.M getting off. i m tearing coz i cudnt stop ppl hating me.m loosin every near ones.ok.dun noe wt to do.it jus broke u hard n flood ur eyes.

wt's ri8??

i dun noe what i hav done is wrong or ri8.......
but wt i feel is a guilt......of being so.....
last ni8 th bitch had a outpoured stomach[vomit]
n i dint cared........[pretended]]....dint help[as per m nt concerned..]
but all the time.....i was feelin bad.......n still i am!!
i noe i cud hav hav stand @ d bak....b help her......
but.....as my other partner said......ki u hav to do this.!!
m confessing here.....coz i feel the guilt......yea dun hav guts to say to her.......plz forgive lord.....i dint did my duty of humanism......i was a bad!!
now today the other one was ill......i partly helped.......but i saw tht bitch was standing beside....
its a v bad feel t me........feels like....m a victim......i did wrong!!.....sorry lord!! :(((

its the of revenge bitch........
u hav given me enuf torture........its my time.....u hav taken my many frnz away........u hav done things which jus made me angry @ u......
u neva wanted to be with me..then y u jus pretend........

jus fukk off.........now i dun really care.....
u made me hate myself.......but best thing is.......u made me to deal wid these situations........now its my time to be bitch,,,,,,,,,

ATTITUDE bitch.........u hav shown enuf!!!

 now its my turn......

n u noe wt????? i m not alone this time.........n i ll take each n everything bak.........got itttttt.........

fuk off .........fuk off.........fuk off..........

half of my heart.......

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been

Then you come on crashing in
Like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand
All that your love can bring

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself

Lonely was the song I sang
'Til the day you came
Showing me another way
And all that my love can bring

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart, with half of my heart

Your faith is strong, but I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart

But I can't stop lovin' you, I can't stop lovin' you
I can't stop lovin' you, I can't stop lovin' you,
I can't stop lovin' you with half of my
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do

Half of my heart is a shot gun wedding
To a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man
Who's never truly loved anything

Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart

i jus love this song........as if sum1 has sung 4 me........:)

bhuh uh uh!!!!!

today.......m getting a feeling to be a kid again......so tht i can be around ma mum n dad.......always.........near thr heart.
its hard....its jus a wish....
m being rude.....mi8 be.......i dun noe y.....

Days r goin a lil wiered......lots o things had t be done.......time is jus wasted.........
lost n missing sumthing feeeling is whole day long.....!!!!!
intusions r getting wrong......examzz r aproaching....
n havin a mood swifts!!
mood.......i dun noe but its bit off....

i got nothin to say but i wanna say......i think i shall study......
finding sumthing whole day long........getting nothin!!!
looser........feeling!!!!

Feeling to listen all sad songs......but m nt gonna do tht it lead to sleep else.......oh mi8 b m half asleep.......
.yea meri nind puri nahi hui aaj.......n honi b nahi hai......god.....damn it!!!!1 [i behave a lot rude n ajeeb when this happens]
kal subah subah classss.........i hate morning classes........n then ruski,,,,,,,agghhhh!!!!!!!

death is the only beginning !!!!

oh.....today is my best frn's bday......
n m sad ki....i cant wish him /call him......
but i made my other best frn call him.....;)
missin him lot here.......
its really hard,....n ajeeb,,....tht few things we cant explain to anyone....n cant tell anyone...
its being many yrs we r frnz.......n best part is.....we r still best buddies!!!
i always had ur bak when i needed.....i always had a laugh wid u.......yea....best of all is......m ur best frn :P
all d best buddy........4 d futute.......n be as u r.........always!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY........:)

my spicy life

life...here 4 me is always sweet n sour symphony..........
where i hav world's most beautiful famiyl,freinds........at the same time....my dreams r making me crazy.....

Days r thr which r spent laughing........spent doin nothing........sleeping......n sumtimes in grief...n tension.

i lov ma life.....jus i observed..."days spent in laughing n livin dint taught me anything.......but days wid grief....gave me a lesson.......way a lofe to live.....!!!."

Dreamzz.....gal wid unlimited dreams.........yea.......tht's wt i hav called......

freindz.......few r gems in ma life......n few r thr to make the impossible thing ..which hard to believe......they did tht.......

 Family.....best family is mine.....perfect!!


Else i ll write in further blogs.......coz i luv writing n talkin........