its so useless to hav affection..not bcoz u get nothing in return.its coz m a simple human n it hurtz me wheather its aim to me or not.its a wierd n totally not likin feelin when u r dependnt on sum1.it feels to start it al over again.i m jus fed up o tht i neva had best o anythng except ma family.n i miss ma family most.n tht thngs keep me goin.i ll b alri8 one day..i hate sumtimes to write here.but i hav no one to talk wid.