Monday, 19 December 2011

friends for love


When u love ur best frn….
Well 1st u got confused………..it was fatal attraction….u not in love for real….
Ur bst frn is with u all the tim.e….gi v u support as u need….coz he doesn’t care who u r……n wt u do….he jus support u wtvr  u r……
It goes really well….
But when the actual thing starts n if it doesn’t work…..or u cant be in relation now coz u think now “no hez not my clone…..i dun noe wt was in my mind”

Well………u got caught……….u  finally ruined ur life by ur own hand….by 2 ways….loving ur bst frn…n then realizing it wasn’t the thing….sometimes insanity works….
Coz u cant go back as a frn….cant excpet to react on ur joke as he used to be…
U cant jus say him I miss u……..n be in a safe zone………with no relation responsibility….
U cant jus pass a tear n her shoulder coz if he comments as he used to do…..u ll got hurt now….
Ur rational feelings hav been dead….
The thing kills u all the time is…..y cant be again jus be such wonderful frnzz….reason is feelings have changed….u get hurt too easily now…u r touched by that person by heart….now u cant tolerate the ignorance….though it wouldn’t be the case…..the other person too have feelings for u…
But still u ppl r same as u were…………coz u dun noe wt to do in this situation….
Now time is here….i sit quite n scribble my keypad for writing about all this like a philosopher or sumthin…..stupid crash….but yea it happens….thtz the fact….

Cant jus go n cry onto him…..cant jus fi8…..cant jus speak normal things…..coz things r not normal….
N I hav gone mad!!!!

I can say here well….i miss u……u still in my mind….n I noe ri8 now in present times…u was  the one who really cared for me….stupid hormones came in between………damn!!
I still miss my old distance new frn….who jus same in condition as in I am….LONELY!!!
Hope sumday I ll overcum u!!:)

Friday, 9 December 2011

care


Care is called the sweetest form off love….
But wt when u care n the other person jus tear it off……….how can one be annoyed by care….
Agar kisi ka mood kharab hai to cant we ask wt happened??
Ssly tht wasn’t a rude question….but tht was rude….wt u did..
I changed a lot for u….but u hav to always do things which hurts me….n yea in the end u can say jus leave me……..i dun need u….

Ssly better hum kabhi milte hi nahi……………kabhi frnz hi nahi bante….
Its like if I dun ask u….u say tujhe koi farak ni padta kuch bhi ho.
N agar I ask…then u hav to say yea……kuch nahi hua[moron] piche mat pad[chehre pe 12 baji hai uska kya…
I dun noe mai bhi kyu force karti hu……do wtvr u want yaar.

Now u r a stranger 4 me…..ssly IT HURTZZ!!!!
I dun noe y u act like tht….

When we give a hand of frnship….we ought to share things….we took care of each other’s cry n laughter…we love n hate things together….we play together..o sorry……..u hav to take a “privete place”
But yea its like….iits all upto u….when u want to do masti n when u want to be quite….its never how other feels…

Ssly I lov ma MOM DAD SIS N BRO….. hav seen many ppl ….i jus can say….no can beat their love…
N wt we do…show attitude to them….n fi8 with siblings…..but the love unconditionally…..luv u mom….u never disgraced me….u never ever let a tear drop out my eyes.
U always came 1st without telling….tht m hurt….having hard time….i cant put my emotions in a bag…..i cant help to show ma emotions. But thing is thr is no place for ppl wid emotions in this world….all r jus ……..mean!!!
But yea few ppl r thr who cares for me no matter wt…..n those I wanna mention here….ma mom ,dad,bro,sis, anusha,lily,chetna,prajot,varun,krish,ishaan,deepika bhabhi… sandy….n many….but thing is none of them lives with me….
Well…..thtz y I cant leave u frnzz…..u ma lyf…..n ma family is ma soul…………) J happy to hav u in ma lyf. Be with me laways.

Sunday, 4 December 2011

RIP dev anand

Ahbi na jao chodkar, Dev saab...so says celebrities as they pay their tribute to Dev Anand



well to few it mi8 be just a news....but for me it was a shock....i hav been grew up listning,reading,watcing him.....n always admired him as a person......now bollywood has lost its charm....
he was my dad's fav actor...i dun noe wt his reaction mi8 be....but i cant stop crying ri8 now....,,yea soon it can be forgetfull for few....but it was jus heart breaking news for me.......
jus woke up.....n open d internet.....fb....saw sumthin like RIp....i thot....wts it....n jus looked into TOI .....n was so into shock....ki i dun noe wt to do............i must tell u one thing......i hav seen many deaths.....but never felt like this.....sumthing missin kinda ......sad.....n damn!!!  i thot i cudnt be able to feel such way.......jaate jaate bhi mujhe kuch sikha diyaa aapne.......!!!!
i still admire ur evergreenness....n ll forever.
lov u dev sahab!!!!! 






Dev Anand was 88 when he succumbed to a massive cardiac arrest in a London hospital. Ever since the news of his demise broke out, the refrain across his fans and well-wishers was a line from his song from "Hun Dono", "Abhi na jao chodkar ke dil abhi bhara nahin".

 On his micro blogging site, Anupam Kher wrote: "Dev Saab was Kind, -Passionate, Courageous, Forthright, Charming, Encouraging, Contemporary, Always a leader and a Great Human. Will Miss him. So as a Tribute to Dev Saab let's only humm his Songs today. Songs which became such an integral part of our lives. Ahbi na jao chodkar...." When Amitabh Bachchan first tweeted about Dev saab, he was still praying that the news wasn't true. "Just reading news about Dev Saheb .. praying it is not true ! He was such a positive person .. never associated death with him... Had just met Dev Saheb at his premiere recently .. he was weak but full of spirit ..the news papers confirming his passing away ..sad. An era has come to an end .. Dev Anand leaves a void never perhaps to be filled again .. his never give up belief, his joy of life!"

Shabana Azmi, who also reminisced about director Manish Acharya who passed a year ago, wrote: "Dev Saheb robustly lived life on his own terms.he will be missed by millions but will live on thru his movies.I salute his spirit."

Mahesh Bhatt saluted the memory of the star "left us with the glow of his smile". "As the new dawn breaks over Mumbai I salute the memory of this star who has left left us with the glow of his smile," he wrote.

It took a while for the news to sink in for Madhur Bhandarkar even as he wrote: "Shocked to the core, a painful loss, a personal grief, cant believe DEVSAAB is no more ! Still the news is not sinking in,had celebrated his birthday with him,Devsaab was full of energy and life then,just cant believe !"

Director Kunal Kohli, on his part, wrote: "RIP Dev Anand. His spirit, energy, love for life and cinema will live on through his films. Love you Dev Saab."

Abhishek Bachchan was equally shocked. Wrote the actor, "Never believed I would ever wake up to this news. Very sad! Shocked to read of the passing of Dev Saab. Such a great man and actor. A symbol of positivity." Actor Divya Dutta has vivid memories of her last meeting of the legend at the premiere of his movie. "T last I met devsaab was at his premiere,sitting nxt to him, n seeing his smiling face,full of zest energy n ethusiasm..memories! Main zindagi ka sath nibhata chala gayam..RIP devsaab! Knowing u wrkin wt u is cherished!my evergreen hero!will miss u sir!" she wrote.

Shah Rukh Khan said in his tweet, "Dev sahib's sad demise makes me feel that the film industry is incomplete & has lost its magical energy. May Allah bless his soul."

Arjun Rampal tweeted, "Woke up to the saddest news and an emptiness in the heart, Dev Saab the man who lived every moment to the fullest with greatest energy. RIP."

Actor Neil Nitin Mukesh said: "Just got the sad news that Dev Anand sahab passed away. I've always been a huge fan of his. And grown up watching his dynamic films. RIP." India's music fraternity was equally shocked with the news. The legend who left behind countless film hits will be dearly missed, said Shreya Ghosal. "Dev saab's films being talked abt on d news. What legacy of great films n music! He indeed was a man of excellence and passion for cinema," the singer wrote.

Composer Ehsaan Noorani, on his part, said, "Another jewel begins his skyward journey ...... Dev Saab alvidaa." Sophie Choudry, on her part, wrote: "Can't believe Dev saab is no more? A real institution,dreamer,believer & the grtest romantic because he LOVED life. A truly sad say. RIP sir."

Poonam Pandey too paid her respect to the evergreen star by writing: "Life is like a poker game; it's not what you're given, it's how you use it.- The Gr8 Gambler - "RIP Dev Anand""


Saturday, 3 December 2011

lovely........feelinf freee


U noe had a gr8 day…….
1st I gave first time such kina answers…….n m happie………..feelin like m freeeee……..heheh
Hehehe………..i was arguing with ma frn today……
 In short I was askin 4 d wiered behaviour…….n she was about to complain about many things……
 I cut her talk n said……….wait………u wanna live ur life……live ….jab ok ho to ajana…..m always thr…take ur time….i hav work… N mai waha se aagayi……..;);)
 Oh cummon………y I ll listen tht depressing crap….!!! HOW WAS IT??

Then had a conversation with a frn……
N she shared a secret with me……..felt again in high school…..
Really she is with me…..since class 3 I guess…..
Yea sumtimes distance n busy lives dunt let us do the same things wt we want……but yea changes r aint not bad…….atleast…..we hav something called”living n moving”

C the fact is….i cant be sad for more time……
If I dun get anyone naa…………eventually iget happy by myself…..
Yea thtzz me…….:) n ye chiz aajtak koi samjh ni paya…..
I can be happier alone than in a wiered company…..
N well…….life is so roller coasting………..tht I need not to anything except wat I meant to do…..:))
M happiee today yaar….:)

N n yea one more thing……….got a gr8 plan for a party……….jaisi party mai hamesha se chahti thi….fingers crossed toes crossed…!!!!
Well well well………..having contacts with sum old frns….
Eventually m again with my school buddies…………coz I noe…they dun care what n who I am….they care wt I am upto…n wt I share……
Thtz kool naa……..cummon!! aaj ke time mai log saalo saath reh kar bhi dhoka de jaate hai….better be alone n hav gr8 frnzz……
Well I dun noe whoz gonna read this….mi8 be few ppl read silently n paass……..i ll read n ll be smiling sum day or other……..;) ;)