happy moments

yea its ri8 u all noe it...how i liv here...
but hav a few happy moments too...
see...

ll share the ones i remembber...n easy to tell....

new yr celebration.....

yea it was a blast...
though not what i expected...
but i guess better than tht...
last yr in russia...n yea i tell u...it was my best new yr start here...
njoyed a lot wid frnz...under beautiful kremlin....:)

next....
seasons of russia...
colorfull Autumn

..
white beauty of winters....
everyday its diffrent...
n yea its fucking freezing....lik helll.....ssly...
u can be numb...in couple of mins...

parties...

n dancing in parties...thtz wt i njoyed most here........


these r jus few...had many of them...
so its not exactly i hate everything about here....
coz  i hav learned to be happy......

:)

n i noe ....when i update a blog about.....oh how how sad i was....
many ppl comment n reply me.....
not in happy ones?? y so??
well these r also the feelings...
so few ones now m keeping to myself :)

life must...

uhh...
enuff......i cant stay away longer now...
seems lil addicted to blog...
many many things r thr...

only 2 reasons behind my absence...
a life setting exam...
n freedom....o writng wtvr i want...

yea i hav moved on n moved to a another pace o freedom in my life
now i listen to myself....n do wt i think i shud...
well yea at few places yet i m compromising myself...
but thtz d demand of life...wt can u do...when u
hav put ur legs in 2 boats...u hav to maintain balance..
n thtz how my life is...balancing myself in situations...

learning in life..
1] no matter wt u do...how u do...
there is a place where ppl leave u alone...
n say go...go....
its a matter  of fact...yea u hav to be alone at sum places...
no one can do ur work...
but when ur near ones say lik this...it hurts a lil.
but i hav overcumed it i guess...
do whatever u think is right....coz in anycase ppl ll blame u only...
listen to urself...

2] when u show urself...
n u say true words...ppl wud hate u...
n yea when u cum to noe it....feels lik...m i full
of spines??
yea fine....i dun care...do whtvr u think is ri8...
m not cuming behind u....hav my self respect full on...

3] to be happy....
yea thtz the thins m on this yr...
see laughter in every thing...n u ll be happy..
when u r happy...ppl cum to u..
n thtz  how u can jus try to be happy...slowly..u ll be happy
n yea u ll got to noe...ppl love the happy u.

n tryin to achive sumthin...
tht keep me all time busy...

but damnn m tensed.......so less time...
lot work has to be done....
bless me god...

but yea as they say... "life must go on.."