Friday, 28 September 2012

silence

life over here...
dun ask its miserable...
y??
because sumhow u compromise...u say "no" to uself n yes to others.
in short u dun do things which ur heart says...
jus becoz u r living wid a frn hell diffrent from u...

yea jus managing by saying to myself...let it be
its last yr...
next part ll be good....
hopes!!

in the class...yea i ignore those ppl...
but in a short room sitting thr 6 hrs how u ll be able to ignore
what is really going through...
what they really show u...
tht we dun care who u r...
ur whole group goes in a party n u r not even invited....
yea thtz how u feel...
its there each n every day..
we 2 ignore it...a lot...daily..!

its ok..its better to be alone than to be in a bad comapny...

this thing lets me move on.

u cant hear wt ur heart says...coz u noe its wrong!
u cant do what u want....but nw it wont b lik tht..

sumtimes these things jus lead me to anger..
y i suffer coz o  sum one else...
paying for to be in a company??
r they really worth it....
dun noe...
mm silent...jus silent...
coz if i say it can ruin many things...
better i stay quite...

but atleast here i can say it...i can say i dun like it at alllllllll here....

jus concentrating on studies...
only good thing to do here....

god jus lead me to the path i want.

Wednesday, 12 September 2012

cooking my life

well...
yea back to hell...
but this time......its the last time...
happineess is one side...
n achiving sumthing is much gtrtr on ma mind...
things never change here..
ppl doesnt change..but who cares anymore...
"jus cooking ma life alone...n searching for best
ingredients."
jus want ma life to make what i want....
struggles,obstracles r thr...
but i have support...hope...n strength..
i jus hav to work enough hard...
n m on it...
so it makes me out of this social world...
i need to create ma actual social network now..
sry frnz...

but i love ma life...coz i noe...this all is leading me
somewhere......beautiful!!


Tuesday, 31 July 2012

crazy rains

rainy day...
or say crazy unstoppable days in rain...
yea exactly the condition...

its been raining since 3 days here.....un stoppable....unbreakable....

its like...we hav sum competiton to it...

n these power cuts ........dun ask


but today it has been like a flashback...or refreshing thing...
not only that i ate pakoras of varied varieties...
studied...
slept...
the power cuts...
but a conversation...
.tht led me to think again...oh wao how lovely rains are...

kichadd.[muddy]...dhad dhad....tap tap...
ye gila vo gila...
but really its lovely...

its lovely...to walk in rain..
to hav a hot pakoras n koffee...
to dance in rain[i luv most]
to travel....hehe...
to eat garadoo....jo mujhe khaye hue saalo hue...
listen to music...
hav a get together wid frnz...

playin football...

sit silently in window n listen to muzic which it creates....

n yea.....long drives

[i hav done it all........n its awesumn]

rainy season is always awesumn for me...
coolest season of the year...
jus dun go out....u mi8 get wet...lolz...

Saturday, 28 July 2012

crazy rains

rainy day...
or say crazy unstoppable days in rain...
yea exactly the condition...
its been raining since 3 days here.....un stoppable....unbreakable....
its like...we hav sum competiton to it...
n these power cuts ........dun ask

but today it has been like a flashback...or refreshing thing...
not only that i ate pakoras of varied varieties...
studied...
slept...
the power cuts...
but a conversation....tht led me to think again...oh wao how lovely rains are...

kichadd.[muddy]...dhad dhad....tap tap...
ye gila vo gila...
but really its lovely...

its lovely...to walk in rain..
to hav a hot pakoras n koffee...
to dance in rain[i luv most]
to travel....hehe...
to eat garadoo....jo mujhe khaye hue saalo hue...
listen to music...
hav a get together wid frnz...
playin football...
sit silently in window n listen to muzic which it creates....
n yea.....long drives
[i hav done it all........n its awesumn]

rainy season is always awesumn for me...
coolest season of the year...
jus dun go out....u mi8 get wet...lolz...

Friday, 13 July 2012

a long one month


Hey 1st of all sorry for taking a long gap…
Though a lot many things happened in between….but I dint hav net in my hand…
I was in ….place I have thought could be great…n found it worst place to live ever.
One month I noe….its not a short gap…

N ssly learn lots o new things…dun bother I ll share it all here….
Firstly….how to liv in india without having healthy food[survive in short]
Never  thought ppl liv so unhygienic way….they shudnt…
I went thr for sum study purpose…but cudnt stay thr…
I really say my cantt is better than anything…
Atleast I hav ma own home…cool…calm….comfortable…
it was too hot!!!!! 45 degrees…52 degrees…….no ssly m not kiddin…
I got to noe how cooler fails…n how AC fails…in such heat…
If u walk out….u ll feel like u r baked n toasted…
U ll soon feel like u r a chicken n u hav been roasted in oven…
Within a week I made a descion…tht no way…m not gonna stay in a place like this…
Where u cannot find fresh milk…curd…common its india…
N India we eat fresh things… not canned….
If I am in India I shud get…morning fresh milk…fresh fruits in day…
Fresh curd wid ma dinner…less oil food…n hygienic plz….n these all in cheap
Cost.
Are I survive where I liv whole time….n I want it sumtime of the year…coz its healthy
.

Now frnz…oh such an emotional drama…
I dun noe y ppl promise when they can fulfill…
Yea cum to India we ll surely meet…. ok lets meet today…sry I dun hav time today…
Can we plan sum other time….
Aaghh..!!!
Not once ….each time…
Was really bugged up by tht…
i dun noe y ...i thought ...we cud hav so much fun
together...
n i still think...
i noe thz totally  hypothetical nw...

i wud never understand y is it so..

y u were whole time i felt like...sumthin was thr in ur mind
u wsnt wid me...
i dun noe...but r u all guys do it all d time?
Eve teasing….yea I dun understand …y  guys r lik tht…I mean..never saw a girl or what …common!!
Wt is fun doin things lik this I dun noe…thtz wt I hated most out thr..u dun hav freedom…then u cant breathe properly….its suffocating.
Then….offcourse studies…how can I escape…same old…pressure cooker feeling!duh!

Finally any how…completed a month….headed towards indore…
Well uptill now …tht was ma best day of this summer.
Traveled alone in train[1st time]…n tht too AC…wao!
Met a frn after reaching thr…then royal treatment…
It was awesumn….really feeling fresh now…like nothing hav happened in the past month…
Cared,,,pampered…giggles…leg pulling…was a memorable time…
Yea time is not always the same.
Well….it was not tht  was always bad…few times it was fun too…
Shopping wid lots o bargaining…indiagate[had bad part too]…movies…malls…
But these things doesn’t give u peace!

Well now hav to work more n more…
M at peace…thank god..!!
I noe lots o things r pending…n its high time.

Monday, 4 June 2012

a week

a week...
this week was the most enjoyable time in here...
i really enjoyed each moment o it..
widout any tension....n widout studies...

araam se sona...12-1 baje tak uthna..
khana pina...
nahane mai 2-2 ghante lagana
painting karna pure din...
bahar jaane ke liye ghantoo tayaar hona
raat bhar baith ke card khelna..
sajna-sawarna....full day
ye try ....vo try....
masti karna...
baatien...baatein....
din bhar music sunna
raat bhar movies dekhna...vo bhi horror...uhh!!!
n ghar jaane ke din count karna...

lov this hostel life :)

Friday, 1 June 2012

age

How long does it take to learn clinical diagnosis? I2 am still learning after 30 years. According to Tinsley Harrison, Friedman of Alabama was the best diagnostician he knew, and Friedman was still learning (and teaching) pearls when he was more than 70 years old. The best diagnostician I ever knew, Jack Myers of Pennsylvania, was, at the age of 70, entering his second decade of trying to teach a computer to think the way he did. On the other hand, I have had to tell some 24-year-old medical students that they were too old to become physicians because they had already lost their curiosity.

 -Sapira

oh yea.....tabhi to abhi tak mujhe kuch ni aata..
par yea i hope mai inki age tak mast ban jau :)

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

exams over

phew!!1 finally xmz over..........yippie....now its time m gettin an air...:)

n now m reilieved...
yaar koi nayi jagah jaane ka mann hai...

so u ppl having fun this summer??

well wanna hav sum really gud summer holidays....but thtz not gonna happen...

m jus on learning lessons each day....

well.....ab new way new journey n nothin is known to me...
hav to explore it more...

ohh..........1!!!!

n hav a mission to accomplish.......n this time...i hav to!!!!

god be wid me!!

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

fun n friends

oh had fun today...
njoyed a lot...
class mai masti wid frnz...teasing each others..
ha jab class mai teacher ni aaye to wt to do.
aaj waise i was the bich ka bakra...
meri hi khichaayi n chedkaani ho rahi thi...

they had put two difrent earphones in my ears....n thn made me to
sing...can u imagine...how funny it cud be..
it was awesumn...
n 1st time...inni masti mai i dint got rude...nor
hyper...
though in between...meri book fat gayi...mere shoes
chori ho gaye...
kaan mai fook maar maar ke dard hone laga...
n much more...
aaj meri baari thi.....ehhe...[bakra banne ki]..lolz

ab...xm aur paas aagaya hai...uff...

padai kuch ho ni rahi hai...;)

after a long time...had an icecream on street...
coz o fear o catching cold...i never hav it here..
in cold...as we used to do in india...
par imagine...had so much garmi...nothin happened.

Monday, 21 May 2012

summers

well............today a hot day indeed...
had most expensive cherries[400 rubles/kg]...but 1st cherry o the season.....loved it.!!!

summers r here......par aise mausam mai kaun padai karta hai exam ke liye?
uhg...

par...last exam hai :)


Saturday, 19 May 2012

life goes on

past 2 days was in real mindblock condtions....thnx to ma frnz via gmail....they jus gave me a new life....

i hav read this quatation yrs back....but now i cn undstd it very well..."ur happiness depends on 1% wt happened....n 99% how u reacted".

yaar ab jisko rutha rehna hai rahe..
choti choti baato pe jisko mind kharab karna hai kare...

i ll remain cool at my side.

jaana hai .........goodbye kehni hai........frnshp todnihai......do it......n live freely...bohat bondages laga diye maine...ab u can liv as u want.

ek kaan se suno dusre se nikaal do..
talk less.....do more..
ignore......[best].

n yea....i was thinkin jitne log is saal gaye hai naa meri life se...u noe...after them...i got a reilief...ok for a few time...i was in wtf bad condition....but ab dil ko sukoon....mann ko shanti..........peace o mind hai yaar.

so n mere liye frnz ki koii defination ni hoti..
ab itne time mai i hav learned a thing......log aayenge....aur jayenge bhi....they hav their roles...."bear hug".n a bye.

kisi se bhi life ruki ni hai.......life[show] must go on.....
n let ppl go.....
n njoy d new ones....:)

but yea when u get a person.......whoz perfect[frn or lov] never let go...:)

baaki sab chalta hai...life goes on!!!

Friday, 18 May 2012

wanna go away

now i hav stopped talkin to ppl much...
dun wanna talk only...
ssly...
better to keep ur mouth shut...n if u never being in a conversation
no one ll ever hurt u...

wt when sum1 tells u ...they dun wanna be a frn anymore...

kya kabhi yaar kisi frnz ke bich formal relationship ho sakti hai?
i say..no!

well apart 4m these stuff..

only gud thing i hav here is...
weather...getting to wear new new clothes...
n recently mujhe sonam kapoor badi achi lagne lagi hai
a refreshing face...

she's jus perfect...
wao!!

else waitin 4 results..
is baar to vacations aane ki b khushi ni hai...sai mai
chahiye hi nai kuch b...

seems mujhe sad rehne ki aadat ho gayi ahi..
kisi na kisi chiz pe rote rehna jaise compulse ho gaya hai
kuch ni hota to khud hi lad leti hu logo se...

i m not likin this me...
i was a very cheerfull kid...
ssly...i was happy within myself...

m jus over wid this place...
aisi place jaha log hai aaspaas..bas bolne k liye frnz hai..
koi dil se dost ni maanta...
bas yaar...ho gaya bohat...

i noe..m arrogant,angry bird..bad enuf to hate..

wanna go sumwhere else...

but a year more..
i dun noe...how it ll get over.



dun noe this yr has becum a time o loosing frnz..
now apart 4m here..i hav a best frn..

nor he's replyin me ..
nor mailin me..
but he's constantly online..

i dun noe wt is bothering him...
wt is happening..
m sad at this...

:(

Thursday, 17 May 2012

lov yea mom

coz mom [n dad too] they r d only ones.....who cares n lov  unconditionally....

politeness

dunnoe when its going to inject in ma blood...
ssly...
yea ujhe jo chiz kisi ki achi ni lagti i got rude to them
i shall not...
n ye jo close frnz hai unhe jyada hurt hota hai...
n baad mai ...i m miserable enuf..yahi lagta hai..
i wanna litreally change at tht...

oh cummon who wud lik a doc who is rude...
who is so wiered everytime.
everyone wud lik a polite n descent doc...

......

to force sum1 to b ur frn...is the very wrong thing i noe
thtz coz tht person is not at all happy wid u..

i jus wanna leave this place..n i never want to get
any close frn...
i  noe...who doesnt want any...its lik m talkin lik a looser
i can change n blah blah stuff....

i noe all tht.....
but dun u noe..its very hard!!!


how can one control their reactions??
tell me how to be polite....
its jus simply mean...u dun hav ri8 to say wt u feel..
isnt it...smile everytime.......sukkkkker.....!!!

n ek mujhe jabardasti daanveer karn banne ka koi shauk ni hai..
lik yaar ni dena mujhe har vo chiz jo mere paas hai...
kyu du mai?? har time?? roz roz?
ha speed aati hai...mere paas net hai...to matlab mera
hi net use karegi roz...
paise to maang hi sakte hai ghar walo se......cummon!!!!!!

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

routine

well days r lik...
study is an important hing....
today i stood up 2 hrs to watch tht operation...
now m not able to sit properly......duh!!!

abhi ek exam diya.....ab ek puri classes pado n again
exam....surgery is not easy dude!!!

well baaki sab...
mausam is awesum...its hard to study in such weather
when u want to roam here n there...

n shops r full o thing...
n yea my pocket money is inversely proptional to money
needed to buy all o those things :(
n yea ye kabhi sahi ni hoga...m a gal!!

well ppl...in a short time i ll hav vacations..
n this time it ll be a long one...

frnz bonding is goin fine...i hav made understood few
ppl tht every frn is equally imp...

missin ma home...
n yea missin d "chat" n "mithai" jalebi n all...
hard things !!

Thursday, 10 May 2012

a day

to cry on a thing is easy...to fi8 for it is difficult
mold things ur way is easy..but to mold according to things
is difficult...
to insult sum1 on an insult is easy...to smile
upon it is difficult...
to do each n every thing wt others do..is easy..
not to follow..n make ur own path is difficult..
to fail n leave the thing is easy...try once more..
is a bit difficult

these things r difficult...but once u do them..
u hav a happieness inside u...n these r not at all
impossible...

try once in a day...
to make a person smile..
to talk with a smile no matter wt..
to supreess ur anger n wants...

u ll be far enough...to wisdom!!

thtz wt i think....these r small things...
yea there r lot many...still...

if u hav a dream...hav a courage to find ur way..

Friday, 4 May 2012

year of goodbyes

yea its a yr o goodbye...

i hav said goodbye forever to many ppl [frnz] this yr...
sum coz o clashes...sum coz o diffrences..
n sum coz...i dun noe.

well...i think everyone has a end in ur life...
everyone dies...sumtimes u cant help it.
u hav to accept it.

ok lemme count...
6 ppl...
n one more in line...
coz aise relations ko rakh ke khud ka harm karne ke
barabar hai...

n i ll be cumin lil less..dun mind,
having xm in 15 days.
ll be bak soon blog.
today also m tiered....so winidng it up fast.

Thursday, 3 May 2012

duh uh!!

well today....m bit bored..
kisi bhi chiz mai mann ni lag raha.............nothin is intresting today.

thrz lot to study....but mood ni ho raha.....infact...book is opened...n i cant read even 2 lines properly...
as in my mind condtions , health everythin is fine........but day is dull today.
movies dekhne tak ka no mood...
nor of painting....
nor even listining music...
nor of talkin....duh!!!
fb bhi nahi........

well......class i hate to go thr....how ll u feel in a class in which every one makes sum or the other conspiracy against u.....just because u hav little self respect....n u speak for wt u sun like.
whole time they do tht only.
no one is intrested in ur picincs....talks....n i noe u ppl too sun care....
well why m discussing this shit.......let it be...

ok m goin bak to do nothing ! duh!!!

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

a holiday

wt is pain after a holiday,,,,when ur msls say no no to everything...
but u accept it happily...:)
finally had a refreshing holiday...
it was a small place....jus a lake...n we frnz...
well had fun to the bones!! ssly..it was awesumn!!

today also i hav a off.....n really helll tiered...
need loaaads o rest now.:)

but i dun undstd...y ppl[my frnz] wanna spend a
nig8 outside o the hostel...
i mean.....wt they wud do??whole ni8??
oh cummon...if u wanna disco n all its ok...
ab vo b ni karna hai to kyu yaa??wts d big deal.??
else we cud hav visited another city where we can roam
n stayed ...i guess tht wud be better.!!
i dun mind cuming bak home n relaxing...

oh i want a photographic cam now...ye noraml digi cam ni chahiye..
mujhe bhi lens mai beauty cover karni hia..
n aisa mai last 1 yr se chahti hu...kab hoga i dun noe.

n i dun undstd 1 more thing...jab saare frnz jakar kahi
koi party ya picninc jaate hai to y does n y d hell
my rumie has a problem.she is always lik...she did
tht ...this....blah blah...
cummon hav fun wt we all do.its never lik u r with
frnz n thing ll happen wt u like...
njoy na...keep ur ego aside.....duh!!
how can u hate ur life so much!!!

sorry blog mates...inne din no updates...
was on holiday...it was a lake...sand n all...lil
trecking...
fun...food....frnz....three things i lik most:)

well i want a vacation with orphan kids...
i lik to njoy with them...n make sum1's life gud.

n kal chal chal ke jaan nikal gayi.......gosh!!

it was fun.......loved d day......had a refreshing...
painfull holiday...

now m bak with whole lot new enthusiasm...:)
wanna make life gud:)
saare bure n boring chapters over nw...
now hav to work much harder:)

Friday, 27 April 2012

feeling free

finally few bad things r getting over....n few still left to go...
had lots o fun today....


i saw today a market full o gardening materials....flowers...seeds...n grafting material........uh.........love it...
i want a garden o mine....in which i can grow wtvr i want....n make a heaven o mine........
it feels so fresh even by thinking upon it........
one o the things i wud love to do....:)

finally...did sumthin jo ki bohat pehle kar dena tha......
ignored n bloked the ppl whom i dun like...whom i dun want to be with...........freeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

:)

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

music love

some of the best things in life is....
to listen ur fsv songs...
speacially when u luv kishore....he is charasmatic..
he has a magic in his voice...
a charm...tht takes u into a diffrent world...
u can feel the rain when he sings...rim jhim gire sawan..even if its not wet outside..
u can feel pain...if u never had any...
his voice is so heart toching..
n so refreshing....that u forget ur life...
n find life to his voice..
love u kishore da.......

well my todays line: i wud hav died uptill now.....but music keeps me alive.........!!!



Tuesday, 24 April 2012

mess up queen

oh god......i dunnoe wt is goin on....
m jus having a "flood mind" problem......ssly.......thoughts thoughts....
i sleep these days like ........when i wake up....i feel i dint hav a sleep.....still in sumwhere else mode...
oh....aggh....
pura din sar dukhne lag jaata ahi...
n din bhar mai if i tell u how it thinks...n wt goes on...u ll not able to make it....is it a mind or error in a pc....

firstly...my days r goin lik hell....though m makin a way out....but stuk where i never wanted to be...
dun noe wt ll happen....feels as if....m getting sum kinda punishment...

feeling guilty here n there.....i feel any thing ended in ma life is due to me....it me....who is the bad one...who is the doer o every damage to every heart....

i hav jus becum recently...a "mess up Queen.".......ssly!!!

i mess with everyoone.. ...each one i met...

mujhe shaanti....peace o mind....i jus got by listing to few voices jinhe mere sunne ke naseeb  ni ha ab....i noe maine hi waha bhi mess create kari...

only thing left in ma life is muzic.....aah...i think ....thr wud b no music....i wud b dead coz o thinkin so much....

another thing..music sunnte bhi mind....here there......"roamer"....uh!!!

god gimme strenth...to cope up with me....thrz no one...jo mere aise thoughts sune....ab mai kisi ke paas jaati bhi nahi...jaakar bhi kya karu....

i noe few frnz r thr....but when i talk to them....things n thoughts changes...i feel lil diffrent...not as if m in sum prob...

i need really a big/small.....change...a gap from this life ....but after completing few pending...n messed up tasks....
:(((((((

take me away...to place....n tell me....i can jus sit n smile thr.....m tiered of crying....teired of thinking....tiered o feeling misreable...
wish u reading out thr...i ll write for a life time...

but i think...u too stoppped caring abt me...n ye i deserved it.....

cant stop my tears....kya hai ye mamala........jaanu na mai janu naa.......dil sambhal ja zara....yahi ruk ja zara....aage koi ni hai tere liye!!!

:((

Monday, 23 April 2012

secluded

well yea.....its is ri8ly said tht .......no matter wt life moves on....
but sumtimes u think ...u cud hav made things more  easier than this...
u cud hav earned sum courage n guts to be with the one whim u loved....no matter wt...
u cud hav...jus given tht thing a another chance...
life is never easy.......it is we whom shud accept the challenge.....

well.....its too late 4 me....but hav realized all tht...
he's happy in his own diffrent world now....n thtz a gud thing...but..
its like...his world now dont include me.....
the flower of so called me is dreid ...n kept in a book...intead of showing life..
mi8 be he hates me now....n y shudnt he...he shud.

i miss those times we shared...
n tht shud make me happy....but tht is creating a another space called...."bereavement" !!!
its hard to live .... coz thr is no charm,no glow, no life.....no reason to...but m not like those who quit their lives......neva!!
i dun noe if i cud lov sum1 else....
love happens once.......n for me its for lifetime..thtz true!!!

Saturday, 21 April 2012

why

bit depressed.....
wanna talk to sum1....:((

its life or cruel life......when aapke saath waale apko samjh na paye....aur jo samjh sakte hai vo naraz hai.
ya busy hai...

:((

i cant undstd it god!!

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

wanna change

oh yea......i wanna change a bit....
i guess.......due to my lil weired nature everyone is getting hurt.....everywhere...

recently i speak to ppl rudely........coz i dun lik wt they do

i say ppl frankly.....tht u r wrong....

or scold anyone....coz they r doin things to me i dun like....or irritate me...

taunt any one.....dun noe y...
i shall not...ppl dun unsdtd thier mistakes....nor do they ll change by tht....nor i wanna loose them...but ppl ll make a distance from me then...

where is that patient amu.........who used to listen ppl not throw words at mouth...
who used to...be polite...wtvr other person does....now i dun tolerate......

dun noe wtz ri8............wts wrong......

bt yea ppl do get hurt by tht........so i think...i shall stop it....

waise it doesnt siut my proffession ri8?

Monday, 16 April 2012

Fallin' Flyin'



i love this song for many reasons........strongest reason is u...

I was goin’ where I shouldn’t go
seein’ who I shouldn’t see
doin’ what I shouldn’t do
and bein’ who I shouldn’t be

a little voice told me it’s all wrong
another voice told me it’s alright
I used to think I was strong
but lately I just lost the fight

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while

I got tired of bein’ good
started missing that old feeling free
stop actin’ like I thought I should
and went on back to bein’ me

I never meant to hurt no one
I just had to have my way
if there is such a thing as too much fun
this must be the price you pay

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while

you never see it comin’ till it’s gone
it all happens for a reason
even when it’s wrong
especially when it’s wrong

funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while
funny how fallin’ feels like flyin’
for a little while

I was goin’ where I shouldn’t go
seein’ who I shouldn’t see
doin’ what I shouldn’t do
and bein’ who I shouldn’t be

Sunday, 15 April 2012

awesumn day

well.......it was the loveliest sunday i hav ever got......
i got to talk to a my really........old.......dhildhood frn.......finally after.......14 yrs......
we were together n best frnz in skool.....but due to transfer.........she changed the school......

really its a 9th cloud situation for me.....m reallly hapiiiiiieeeee............today.....
n ma happieness is beyond words.......coz she too remembers me..........as i do........grt na...

wao......it was a real......suprise......miracle......wo!!

i love fb for tht........it made me met.....2 such frnz...infact....3-4 such frnz........whom i used to miss so much but cudnt find anywhere.....
ssly this world is so small.......sumtimes....


my many frnz are getting married.....n m feeling lik......wtf........life over?/

i talked to today another ma gr8 frn....she o wt to say....

is it like......our lives r governed by ur parents??
we ought to do wt they think we shud do??
i noe sumtimes they r ri8...yea many a times they r ri8.....
but a child hav a ri8 to do thigs wt they want.....
u noe she'z living n lived whole life tht way.......studied wt parents like......doin wt parents like....now wt soon u ll get married........n ll do wt ur parents r doin....
cummon its just one life u hav got......atlest fi8 for ur own self.....maine use yahi samjhaya....
she still hav tme......she can win the sitauation.......n her life.....
hope she ll......

ssly.....its a big question for me.......parents n children......do they really need to force a child for wt they want??

Saturday, 14 April 2012

well......hell lot busy these days.....
but m not sad......yea dint get any time to get sad......
this week ........dint get sleep more than 4 hrs in a day.....yea thtz wt life of doctors is......i liked it.
i like to work........n work.....:)

well.......ok.....how much i remember.....bet n worse.....
best..........snow has finally melt....n we go out very often now.....njoin life :)

in missin part......for a change i missed my brother a lot.....
our masti....our habits o all time..........lovely experiences n moments o life:)

today also .........it was a foggy day...n i jus felt like m walkin on roads o indore....on a morning of a winter day


well..........worst.......worked n stayed awake in pain too.......had to.......wt to do...!! nothin much...

today comedy tragedy........fun..

bought a new coat.......yea i noe i noe.......i shudnt hav.........coz hav to save money...........but common i cudnt hel it......when i saw it.......
it happens only rarely.........hehe..........

all i noe in d end o the day is..........."m tiered"!!!

wanna paint sumthin new...........but when i dun noe when...:(

chalo ll c u blog again ll cum wid new ideas.......

Friday, 30 March 2012

bollywood

aggh...
bollywood suks...
m jus fed o these kinda movies...all around..
cummon hollywood mai bhi wahi dekhte hai...n bolly bhi...uff
movies lik..ek mai aur ek tu...london paris ny r jus crap..
kuch to naya do yaar...
ya to batayenge ki sex hoga...ladke ko luv ni hoga..ladki ko hoga..
ya girl is outrageous...n guy is lil boring...she changes his life...n in love..
uff...
cummon hamari life mai isse better stories hai try sumthin new..

mvies lik "pan singh tomar" is better than all ..
atleast real stories r bit diffrent...

better i stik to hollywood..

waise holly b koi kam nahi hai...
sex based movies.....aggh....one n same thing in all movies
again n again...cummon!!!
u r spoiling our bollywood!!1

better r movies ...animated,based on novels,n true stories..

lov stories........suk!!!

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

you decide


Its long…yea daily life se no updates……
Ok……..mera exam tha yaar aaj……….thoda to chalta hai ri8…..
Ok u r waitin for my best n worst…..to I let u decide today……wt u say worse n best…

Had a paper…..so whole time padai…ok ok I noe….kitaab thi mere saamne…….n dimaag…….london paris newyork…..or jus near in  russia….few miles away from my city….”tver”.
Yea……actually….examz  was  the time…..chahe jo bhi ho jaye….i noe before exam we ll talk…
Wo all the best kehne ka tarika hi different hota tha yaar……jo india ki yaad dila deta tha…….”fod ke aana”//…..i noe……sabhi bolte hai aisa…kya naya ab??........are yaha koi aisa nahi bolta naa……
N har exam ke pehle…thoda boost mil jaata tha….baaki saare frnz se vo jyada ache se samjh sakta tha…coz hum dono ek hi condition mai hote the….
Well….ab chah kar bhi mai use call ni karti….phone ki taraf hazaar baar dekhti hu…par use uthati tak nahi…..
This I first realized when……..i was goin to give “operative surgery” exam……was sitting thr waiting for my call….n mind direct………past mai……..:( I think tht was the first exam….i had given lik tht…n was a mess really!!!
Par u noe uski thought bhi mere liye lucky hoti hai……..hope so is baar bhi aisa ho.!!!

Ok ok…….m not dewaana kinda person…..thtz how I think n feel…….”d unspoken words”!!!

Well aaj jub bus mai I was studing…..u noe andar se thoughts aa rahe the…….poem ki lines compose ho rahi thi……….jo ab yaad bhi nahi………….ab tell me this is worse naa……

Exam diya….uske baad….mere with 4 other ppl….ke paper alag teacher check karega…jo ki bohat hi khadus hai……as in…..he can fail a student on any basis…..
M still in a tensed state……!!! Save me lord!!

Third messed up thing happened was…..
Aaj mujhe aise hi painting karne ka mann kiya…….n I tell u maine puri painting bigaad di..coz I dint gave attention to wt brush m using…………..damn ….isse jyada worse kuch ni ho sakta aaj ke din mai…..inni silly si mistake………..aagghhhh!!!
Khair everyone is sayin….ki jo mai keh rahi hu unhe samjh ni aa raha….unke according..it was perfect……uff!!!
But I noe wt I messed!!


well......best or gud according to me.......well pehli baar maine jo pade the wo questions aaye...!!!


n yea wanna tell u sumthin blog...
u noe....many things happened in my life....well......few times ago i had loved sum1....n was amazingly questioned why he did that....well.....jo bhi hua...
u noe now i dun even feel anger....coz....one day he came n apologized......n one day he came n said yea u were ri8...
now tht moment........i was like......wtz next???
coz ........i was really questioned......ki kabhi use is chiz ka realization hoga ya nahi......but he did had it!!!

he sowed a seed o love for him once more......but thtz too late....i noe....nothing is too late....
i always hear wt my mind says.......i supress my heart.......well thtz too late either to think about...

i dun noe wtz next........but wheather it was a short time with u......had a best moments with u......u let me live my life.....ok.......m stopping here.......coz jyada likha to gadabad ho jayegi.....hehe......lolzZ!!


Sunday, 25 March 2012

some o best things in life



A smile frm a stranger wen ü r lost in a crowd,



An old frnd callin frm a distant land jus 2 say 'i mis ü'



d touch of mother's hand on ür forehead wen ür unable 2 sleep



A frnd askin u wats rong wen ü thght no one noticed



A hand on ür shouldr wen it feels lik d world's against ü



An unexptd,bt badly needed hug frm d 1 u lv d most.



Some of the best moments in Life...



Lying in d bed listening to d rain outside,



Thinking about d person U love,



Taking a long drive on a calm road,



A sweet & emotional conversation,



Finding money in ur old jeans,just when U needed.



Giggling naughty,



Holding hands with ur friend for a walk.



Getting a hug from some1 U care d most.



D moments, ur eyes are filled with tears after a big laugh...



this is life :) living in small moments but making a huge impact

Sunday, 18 March 2012

changing weather

snow is melting....
wind is calm....
days are getting brighter...
things r getting harder...
time is getting less...
goal is up at the corner.....hiding here n there....
chasing me is restless....
god is watching us all....

worst was...frnz promised me to meet n talk......i waited all long.....no one showed up.

best was.....i was happy today with no reason...:)
took step ahead....n goin on!!

Friday, 16 March 2012

ekkla chalo re

The verses of Ekla Chalo Re read as follows:Bengali script Bengali phonemic transcription

যদি তোর ডাক শুনে কেউ না আসে তবে একলা চলো রে।
একলা চলো, একলা চলো, একলা চলো, একলা চলো রে॥
যদি কেউ কথা না কয়, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি সবাই থাকে মুখ ফিরায়ে সবাই করে ভয়—
তবে পরান খুলে
ও তুই মুখ ফুটে তোর মনের কথা একলা বলো রে॥
যদি সবাই ফিরে যায়, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি গহন পথে যাবার কালে কেউ ফিরে না চায়—
তবে পথের কাঁটা
ও তুই রক্তমাখা চরণতলে একলা দলো রে॥
যদি আলো না ধরে, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি ঝড়-বাদলে আঁধার রাতে দুয়ার দেয় ঘরে—
তবে বজ্রানলে
আপন বুকের পাঁজর জ্বালিয়ে নিয়ে একলা জ্বলো রে॥
Jodi tor đak shune keu na ashe tôbe êkla chôlo re,
Êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo re.
Jodi keu kôtha na kôe, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi shôbai thake mukh firaee shôbai kôre bhôe—
Tôbe pôran khule
O tui mukh fuţe tor moner kôtha êkla bôlo re.
Jodi shôbai fire jae, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi gôhon pôthe jabar kale keu fire na chae—
Tôbe pôther kãţa
O tui rôktomakha chôrontôle êkla dôlo re.
Jodi alo na dhôre, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi jhôŗ-badole ãdhar rate duar dêe ghôre—
Tôbe bojranôle
Apon buker pãjor jalie nie êkla jôlo re.


Translation into English

Here is the translation in prose of the Bengali original rendered by Rabindranath Tagore himself.[6]
If they answer not to thy call walk alone,
If they are afraid and cower mutely facing the wall,
O thou unlucky one,
open thy mind and speak out alone.
If they turn away, and desert you when crossing the wilderness,
O thou unlucky one,
trample the thorns under thy tread,
and along the blood-lined track travel alone.
If they do not hold up the light when the night is troubled with storm,
O thou unlucky one,
with the thunder flame of pain ignite thy own heart
and let it burn alone

bad phase

ok..past last  2 days.......i was ill.......havin bodyaches...
well.......

best....i dun noe its best or not...but got a new proposal....i said "no"....reasons r many.....dun wanna talk abt tht.
had a chat wid a old frn....
m happy 4 my sis's new life....

worst....
padte padte so gayi :((
got to noe ppl around me....r jus secret enemies....no one is ur frn....
learning to walk alone in life...........thtz a fact....
my frn is ill......he's got jaundice....n m upset on tht....

got a bad outcome....

i wanna be strong nothing else!!!

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

a windy day...

well........today as such a normal day......after such days...huh!!1

best.....i guess....m following my schedule....
worst.....well.....i guess......ECG solving in class....n felt tht xm is close.....hav to study a lot.....



well.....aaj inni hava chal rahi hai yaha....wt to say.....feeling lik m gonna blow off......ssly....

winter is off......n i thing spring is here...[officially to march 1 se hai].....but m feelin it nw...
well yaha se thand to khatam hone se rahi...spply hawa....ssly i tell u thandi........barfili........tufaani......saari hawayein dekh li yaha ;) :p

missing procedure......
yeah ye bhi roz chalta hai.......
aaj well.....mujhe gurudwara jaaane ka mann kar raha tha while returning 4m clss.....
n tht moment....when we silently laugh together.......on a mesterious thing.......i miss tht today....kuch yaad aa gaya tha...a best frn.....:)
well...

thtz all 4 d day....except 4m wt i do daily.:)

Monday, 12 March 2012

a new thing

Ok blog.....
m here starting a new thing...
best n worst o the day....

so taday's best thing was....i felt lik a real doc today[yup aaj ek patient ne taarif kari meri
n maine aur b patients ki help kari....when i was jus pssing by the mirror...n jus felt lik a doc is passin by...
it may nothin to u....but for me it was a happy moment]


n todays worst thing...i jus burst out infront o my rumy..
coz o my stupid expectation o being frn with her[tht she shud care 4 me]
n had a fi8...though i had alredy understood the fact tht...
shez not my frn...shez just a stranger...who jus travels by ur side...
nothin more...na kabhi use samjh aaya hai na aaega..dun noe y it happend..uh!!

give feedbaks...so tht  i ll continue writin it.,.........

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

zara sa

I dream of you everynight
Will you walk into my lie

Kabhi main jeena chaahun, kabhi main bhoolun jeena
Kabhi main maangu aise, duaayein sau baar
Ho thoda sa pyaar
Kabhi main chaahun yeh ho
Kabhi main chaahun woh ho
Kabhi main bhi kisi ka karun intezar
Ho thoda sa pyaar
Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna (meri bhi hai tamanna)
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna (kisi ko toh hai bhanna)
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Milta hi nahin, dhoonda hai lakh
Woh chehra zamaane mein
Jiska roz hi aata hai naam sa
Dil ke fasaane mein
Milta hi nahin, dhoonda hai lakh
Woh chehra zamaane mein
Jiska roz hi aata hai naam sa
Dil ke fasaane mein

Rozana usse dhoondu
Rozana usse bhoolun
Rozana usse paalun, khayalon pe sawaar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna (meri bhi hai tamanna)
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna (kisi ko toh hai bhanna)
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar
Ho thoda sa pyaar (ho thoda sa pyaar)

I dream of you everynight (everynight)
Will you walk into my lie
And walk me boy forever
Stay with me

Lafzon mein kahin, jaane kyun khoyi hai
Meri kahani hi
Apni baaton ko, accha hai main kahun
Apni zubaani hi

Zara sa main jala hoon
Zara sa main bhuja hoon
Zara sa main dhua hoon
Hawaaon pe sawaar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

missin my family

missin my family...
yea mostly at time o dinner....
hav to eat alone...ppl dun even taste...
dunno y....
i dun lik eating without company....
its ok when u eating out...u noe u r alone...

tht chit chat...lovely time it was...ssly..

miss mom's food...
tht love...is unbeatable...

dad sayin....only this much?? thtz y u r so slim...khaya piya karo....
hehe.....

bhai ka thali mai se khana...n pura saaf kar dena...
n mera chillana uspe...hehe

sis...ko jabardasti khilana...bhale hi uska pet bhar gaya ho

miss u guys....
wanna hav u ppl bak in my life...
enuf is enuf yaar........
wt studies studies.......aghhhhh!!!!1

yaha kuch ni...
life is jus miserable...nothin is gud..
strugle..
strugle...
strugle...

dun noe...when i ll meet u all together.

misss u bohat se bhi jyada.

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

disturbed


Days went by…
U hav a few gud days….a few bad…n a few disturbing….u cant say it to everyone…
Yea….wt to say tht u hate the way u were….or say tht u hate being here…jus because u cant understood wtz ri8….coz m a human!!
Well missing a speacial old frn these days….i was rude…n I broke d heart…I shudnt hav…mai hi khush hoti aaj……….well……I dun noe wt was on ma mind….well……..this is not disturbing me…

Disturbacne is well……..sai mai kahu to….i jus broke a freindship ri8 now wid a kinda chipku guy…
N the place where I belong………suddenly to the whole batch of my year…has made me famous….as use n throw girl…
I jus use guys…….when I need……..n I change my attitude….n throw them when I dun need them.

Well agar koi irritate kare………to I hav all ri8 to say u r irritating me….kitna sahega yaar koi.
Maine frn samjh ke hamesha kuch nahi kaha……..par each n every thing……….jo ho raha hai…mai use kyu batau……..vo kya mera bf hai…….ya mum /dad hai…………cummon mum dad bh ni karte aisa…
“he he yea man i knw wt u mean bt netaji is cool i m nt concerned abt tht, i m talking abt the real players here, not only mind games tey knw exactly wn to talk nicely so tht tey can get benefit, wn to ignore wn tey dun wnt benefit, n wn to dump wn v r no longer useful. n most imp political weapon tey use is calling themselves as frns, do tey even knw wt ds tht word mean, egoistic freaks. surely to say this status ws for sonia gandhi n not manmohan singh”
These were ur words…….yea……m d bad one now….y not!!

   N publically abuse karo….yea m waiting 4 ur so called”bitchslap” jo tere frn ne suggest kiya hai.[“ "their needs shall rise again" which would be the right moment for "bitchslap"!!]

Dun wry waise bhi mai kabhi bhi aage se koi favour ni maangne waali…

N dun cum now after all these….wid a hand of sry n frndship….wt u think….itna sab hone ke baad….pehle to u were jus irritating….

Then it came now to my character……..n I bet u ll never undstd….u hav jus got a little brain as ur ##@$.....




Fuck off!!!!!!! Let me live in peace.


Monday, 23 January 2012

we girls

We Girls: -
Take a walk in the house with a toothbrush. :) -
Read the text on the shampoo bottle in the shower. :) -
Laugh at our jokes when we haven't even shared it with others yet. :) -
We ask "wha...t?" when we clearly understand everything. :) -
Hate it when the wind messes ...our hair up. :)
- Look in the fridge 10 times without eating anythi...ng. :)
- Have to call our own phones to find it. :)
- Check the time on our phones when we are wearing a watch :)
- Turning our pillow around so we sleep on the cold side. :)
- When we stay up late we count how many hours of sleep we will get. :)
- Stare a million times in a day
-want to hear our taarif from each n every person we know...:)
-luv to be called princess no matter wt..:)




yup m a gal........:)

Monday, 16 January 2012

wiered


Today m feeling v lonely….
Its not tht aisa kabhi kuch pehle nahi tha……….but I dun noe…..sab logo ki yaad aaj hi aani thi…jab kisi se baat hi nahi kar sakte.
Well/….aaj 1st day tha is sem ka…it was a bakwas day for me……
We were abt to change the grp……..n u noe wt…..jis grp k sath mai 4 saalo se pad rahi hu……usme se ek banda ni aaya….to talk to me……..either they hav no guts or no importance.
Well unse ummeed bhi yahi thi……..coz thy r gud 4 nothin to me.
Par ab jyada strange feel hota hai…….coz aaj jub humne wapas usi grp mai rehne ka decision liya hai…..to they were shocked…….n even aaj bhi un logo ne kuch ni kaha…
I hav no expectation…….bas ab baat tak karne ka mann ni karta.
U wont blv……I was sitting quite 4 hrs……
N tht teacher is so untolerable……god……..agggghhhhh……I jus hate livin here……nothin is gud.

Few frnz r here wid me…….group mai 2 hai…baaki dusre grp mai……..n they really….care…I noe itJ

Thing is acceptance of the fact…….i was alone…….i am alone……n I ll be alone in this world…..forever.

Ek taraf ye dil hai……ssly aaj ke baad lov stories dekhne hi ni waali…….splly hindi movies…….pagal kar dete hai……..n meri imagination…….ssly……..u noe wt……tht means…..killing urself a bit.
Wt to do but….no option.

Things hav changed….n I miss d old time badly…
I dun noe y mind looses its stability sumtimes….n listens to heart…
God gimme strength to bear it….n to be tough….
No matter wt happen…wtz the case….leaving everythin….u r a stable part o heart.
Tht kills me now.
.

.
.
.
.
.only thing i luv here is.......snowfall........
tht makes me happy...instantly............no matter wt....
u r grt god.....i luv ur world!!

Sunday, 15 January 2012

with u


for u....

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re so close to me
You’re still so distant
And I can’t bring you back

[Bridge:]
It’s true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you’re not with me

[Chorus:]
I’m with you
You
Now I see keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
 Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn’t real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re close to me
You’re still so distant
And I can’t bring you back

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2]

No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come, I
I can't wait to see tomorrow

i think i have nothing more to say to u.....u ll read it sum day.....n........

Saturday, 14 January 2012

love stories


Since 3 days….watching luv stories day n ni8…..vacation time….a lot more thing to do…yet …..1st time in my life m getting so close to those movies…..i dun noe y.
Mi8 b they r epic…or mi8 b m sick.......
Seeing sum1 in dreams….cryin after waking up……bear a feeling whole day long…..thtz wt.
Well honestly I say……..i stopped watching movies this yr long…….i used to avoid them…..reason is…..after tht thr came a scilence ……..the silence in which…I came to noe m alone….yet m thr wid sum1.

I really unable to understd the things….n I think I cud never undstd tht…..u getting ur happiness around….thtz wt u wanted to do…..thnx atleast thrz a thing which keeping me away from u.



Its really hard…..when u luv sum1 wrong….but luv doest sees wrong n ri8……..yes…
Thtz the truth……….no matter how much I hate u……….i still hav a soft corner…..n tht scares me now.
I dun expect anythin 4m u…………even I dun want anythin 4m u now…….yea…nothin.

Yea its hard to understand love….speacially when u r alone in thr….!!!

[Well my frnz who r readin this…..dun panic mai khush hu……bas jo khayaal aaya likh diya.]

Thursday, 12 January 2012

love blogging


Seiously….
When ppl stop listning to u…when u r alone….when u cant tell anyone wtz goin on ur mind….coz they dun giv a shit….n all they want to hear is “good things”….which u always cant giv to them…
Then seriously….blogging is the best way….and another best thing…when ppl dun even noe u ll start likin it…coz everone travels in the same boat.


Seriously………..m preffering reading blogs more than reading novel these days………..dunno why…mi8 be novels seems lil boring……….n long……cummon I hav plenty of big fat books to read inn medico…
But yea personally………I luv to read real life experiences…….n equally…fairy tales, stories n fatasies……I never intented to read any love story…by chance yea read it few of the times!!
But reading a blog is like…..u r feeling or living sum1 else’s part a lil.

Luv to blog!!!!

Tuesday, 10 January 2012

its hard...


Its hard when u dun noe who exactly is ur frn….
U rememsum….u 4get sum….u leave sum n u try to liv wid sum.
Its hard when u got to noe ur all efforts gone in vain,……u r told we liv tog coz v hav to…..ssly?
No sharing…….
Doesn’t get happy in things I lik….
Cant njoy food together…..
Cant jus do a thing coz myy frn has said so……na nt even a try
No coffee time ……
No movies tog…….
No subj/knwldg interaction……
Roaming ard hav stopped……….
No common intrest…….
Ur lil world….dsnt includes me……
U dun hav trust even I hav nvr ditched u………..atleast a lie cud made me happy.
Secrets….yea u hav many……..
Ssly m I nt forcing u to be frn???
All we can do…………giggling,gossip…n sleep…lil roaming n listening part.n yea most important….fi8…
Ok u hav got limited……….so m i.
m tiered o being jus adjusting....all d time....tiered of being sorry now!!
m waiting for few thngs to get ovr………….as 2013.

Monday, 2 January 2012

to make ur girl happy

♥ ♥ LITTLE FACTS THAT WILL MAKE A GIRL HAPPY ♥ ♥

1. If you like Her..
ASK HER OUT already.!!!!!!!! :)

2. When you hug her.
Put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close. ^_^

3. When you WALK next to her,
Get as CLOSE as you can to her. ♥

4. If she's the only one in your life,
TELL HER. :))

5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her. ;)

6. Give her presents and cards for no reason,
SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS. :)

8. Always offer to pay, if she says NO twice,
Then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). :-D

9. Kiss her lightly every chance you get. :-*

10. Look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose. :-*

11. If she says she's cold,
Don't be an idiot and say "me too" and stand there, give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms. > :) <

12. Don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with. :-/

13. Invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the
movies. :-)

14. Try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her. :-|

15. Always tell her you LOVE her ONLY IF U REALLY MEAN IT!!!! ♥

16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isn't READY to do.
When she is ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you. :-/

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER happen again. :-D

18. Call her .. girls love to be called or just send little text messages to them, this will make them think about you all day!!! ^_^



If U Did Not Notice That the 7th Point Is Missing that Means U Are Thinking About The Person U Love!! ♥ ♥ ;-)