time...hardest thing to get

well...now only way for me to express..n say wt i feel is...
writing...nothin else...
made my descions...n it ll be same.."not to speak ur pain'...coz
no one ll ever understand it..

TIME...yes correctly said...its d most difficult n precious gift one can giv..
i had many examples in my life...recent..lil old..n older enuff..
well..u spend a day b4 a function wid sum1..but cudnt attend the funtion...
it ll be considerd...u dint attended d function..
wt all tht time i gave to u??
one day...or one hr...
ssly...i still cant understand it...

mi8 b m geting too sticky to my point o views..

yea thtz wt i do...
i made my presumtions n stick to it...oh really?? huh

this song made me cry once again...
i cudnt stop it..neither sum1 to jus go out ma life...
i tried though..
it was hard to make him understand..
it ws nt d fi8..not d words..not d lack o time..
nt abt any future..
but it was all about..feelings!
n i guess i ruined thm all...i mi8 hav over-reacted..

well wtz gone is gone now...n i noe it ll nvr cum back..
m left wid sum moments...
atleast no can snatch thm from me..

de-attaching

there comes a day u cant tell anyone...but u dun like urself..
how can u?? when every person in ur life..at a point tells u...
u aint appropriate..
u mi8 do anythin...no matter how mch u admire urself...
u still at a point called...hate urself...

:((
a morning start...like this..is jus not good for the day...
when i see ppl dun lik wt i say...or how i say...how i react...
only thing cums to my mind is..
y not jus becum mute to this world...
jus dun react to fukin everythin...anythin...

yea m rude
haarsh
bad voice
widout anythin gud inside me...

i can surely learn 4m this...
chahe insaan karib ka ho...ya bohat karib ka...
na aansu dikhaao...
na gussa...
bas haso muskaraao...
sab khush...

from today...
koi b ho...koi b...
chahe kaisi b condition ho...
i ll never raise my voice...wear a smile...whether a fake one...

never ever...
n its a promise to myself...

reality is.....in this world...only good actors are considered to be good...
no genuine...rude being like me....

no one ever get happy wid me...
n same complain from each one i see...

better my big mouth shut be closed...as i used to do a yr erlier...
never say...wt u dun like...wt disturbs u...

be cheerfull...n es this world ll love u...