de-attaching

there comes a day u cant tell anyone...but u dun like urself..
how can u?? when every person in ur life..at a point tells u...
u aint appropriate..
u mi8 do anythin...no matter how mch u admire urself...
u still at a point called...hate urself...

:((
a morning start...like this..is jus not good for the day...
when i see ppl dun lik wt i say...or how i say...how i react...
only thing cums to my mind is..
y not jus becum mute to this world...
jus dun react to fukin everythin...anythin...

yea m rude
haarsh
bad voice
widout anythin gud inside me...

i can surely learn 4m this...
chahe insaan karib ka ho...ya bohat karib ka...
na aansu dikhaao...
na gussa...
bas haso muskaraao...
sab khush...

from today...
koi b ho...koi b...
chahe kaisi b condition ho...
i ll never raise my voice...wear a smile...whether a fake one...

never ever...
n its a promise to myself...

reality is.....in this world...only good actors are considered to be good...
no genuine...rude being like me....

no one ever get happy wid me...
n same complain from each one i see...

better my big mouth shut be closed...as i used to do a yr erlier...
never say...wt u dun like...wt disturbs u...

be cheerfull...n es this world ll love u...