gudbye 2013

last day of the year....
and its the end of 2013...
lemme see if i can summon it up...
well it was a ggr8 yr...spicy than ever!!

gud things..
found lov o ma life...
finally graduate..
some pain in d ass ppl r out o ma life..
had awesumn trips in russia...
my bro got married..
learned lessons of ma life...

from the very start o moscow's new yr to
travelling alone..though i cudnt achhieve wt i wanted..
did things wud never thought ki mai karungi...
got rid of stupid smolensk n the hostel...tht worse grp..
ahh...what a mental peace .
to had the best moments o ma life wid sum1 speacial...
finding myself...changing myself...a makeover..
photography...saw world from a a v dfrt perspective...
had a quality time wid ma bro...
wore sooo many clothes...did too much shoppin..
felt lik princess. found new cousins...n now..
living n working hard...doing things..to get it.
i think..its was d bst yr.

well emotionally many bad things happened..but i prefer
my good memories to be in the mind...baaki i dun need.

n 2013...plz take away all ur jinx..it shall b a new start now :)

hope in new yr...
wt i planned cud cum true...
n to start a brand new life...
n to be more awesumn than previous yr :)

look at u...

in this world ...
there r less people who ll understand u.
who ll c wt u want...
who ll make u feel home...
n sometimes..u ll be amazed how u r left alone..
n everyone is sorrounding u n shouting at u...
do this...do that...u r mad...what,how can u do this..
still u noe..u survived each situation n made best out o it..
i noe no mistake is ever greater than a solution...
but sometimes u think...move on..n dun correct it..
n guess wt..
u ll amazed by life at a silent tide once again...
hey...u left it undone...
"do it again"...solve it...clean it up...its high time!!!
yea life shouts like tht sometimes...
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u felt again like..
damn! i never thought tht wud cum up...
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well...
slowly u hav to wait for the sun to rise again..
let again the morning light show u the path...
which u were searching from a flash light.
Once again...gather up urself n say...
m not over...i ll fight.
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thtz the moment...u r enlightened...
u became a warrior...
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n u look at the world...n say..i noe none o u helped..
but i m glad...i love myself too..
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yes love urself...
coz u ll cry for the world...but it ll not care for u..
u ll love sum or many..but they wont cum back..
but if u love urself..
u ll never need anyone.