me

Well….i dun noe about all……..for me…….a time has come….

Where I got to noe tht m nt perfect…

Yea m bit roudy… bit emotional….

Well hav decided not be in the way how ppl got to noe me….now I ll be jus wt I am….like it or not…if yes…I ll be happy to hav u….if u dunt…well m better back alone..

Ssly…

Stop bugging me around….will each of u ll stop telling me tht m not wt u thought I cud be….

Yeah I am not perfect…not even in one thing….yeah I noe tht…

When I am nice….u cud say….u r so typical….

When I am modest at appearnce[u wud say….u so simple…y u cant be lik other gals]…but I like to live simple way………cummon….who can carry tht much of things on face n move around like a dummy…….!!! Duh uh……..gimme a break now!!!

When I jus joke with u….u wont like it….yeah coz m nt ur fukin type……….who the hell u r to determine my type?? ……..n who r u anyway to say ??

The thing of me is…….u ppl keep bugging my mind n I let u….i dun say anythin bad to anyone……I cant….its like………..”I hav manners dude”!!! m nt like u………

Yeah when it cums about my nature….as in m gud….like one frn shud be….but when u r angry…dun shout….or jus low ur temper……..

Oh cummon……again!! Ssly….lemme tell u….this raise my temper….n m nt a puppet….i can control ma emotions each n every time….

When m emotional….1^st of all……..no1 around me cums to soothe me…..

N if I reach a frn whom I think cud do tht…….wht they say….y r u frustated all d time….

Oh cant u see………….u jus spoiled my mood……n u r jus sayin to cryin gal infront of her face tht she’s frustated….are if u cant help me out jus say m busy n leave….i can manage my own…..n ppl say m roudy here………….ass….!!!

When cums loyalty in frnshp…….yeah god….ssly temme all arnd me…….r d perfect frndzz n m d only one…who cant keep trak….whoz jus mess up things around each n every time.

Well wao!!! Here I am…..with no one except of me left…

Yea………..thtz wt alone n lonely means…………ri8!!

I had many frnzz till last yr….

N now……

One is off……coz I jus watch ma own buissness…..

2^nd……coz m jus tooooo emotional…..

3^rd ……coz m not in games wt she likes to play…

4^th coz m not a high scored student [yeah here too m nt perfect see]

5^th coz m livin with d 1 whom she dun like…

6^th coz they hav the anti-person of mine with them….

Others coz I jus cant cum online nw…….

N many others r too busy to say jus a hi……..n yea hav loads of time to thr on fb hrs…

Others coz I jus cudnt reply to one or 2 of their mails….

N can be when mm nt able to give exact amount of trust……

GODddddddddddd

Help me out………ssly…….u noe wt….tears hav been dried out…

I DUN WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE…………lost or sumthin lik tht…….

M jus so damn over with tht…..

“pissed off” !!!

Better alone!! N yea next time ppl  ll reach out to me…….ll stay away…….n jus….

C I look lik tht…….lik a small baby….cute…….simple….no nothin artificial….yea a bit small in height….n m bit roudy at times…..lik to study a lot….need to sharpen my talents…..loveeeeeee to listen muzzzic…I jus cant liv without it…cummon it’s the only thing…which never leave me alone.

I am full buckets of emotions….

I jus dun do any “funny buisness”…….to jus njoy…

N I jus dun fuck around each guy I met.

I beilive in simple frnship/….

N yea….i can be be fun sumtimes…….

Dun noe u can manage me or not……well ssly…………I dun care now….!...

N yea……..m nt getting in any kinda relation………….stay away………..if u jus want to get in my pants….fuk offfffff!!!!!!!!!!

shopaholic

Shoppin shoppin………….its like a never ending thing……..

Had a lovely day….though m a lil bit of kanjoos……..hehhe….not exactly……

But I want all the styles n types of clothes to be hanged on my wordrobe…….yea n to wear them too……

N in the starting of any season……its necessary dude!!! Cummon!!

Well went for a shoppin today……..wo it was fun……….2011-2011

Saare paise uda diya………..isme bhi fun hai man!!

Fir bhi sab ni kharid saki jo chaiye tha….

Winter boots…….a sweater,….gloves……..still few things r left…..

Ll take thm soon……yea…….kharidungi to sahi hi,……..heehe

Yea I dun noe……..but really it makes feel gud….

Bas jo acha lage le lo…….no second thought….ah random shopping lov it!!

Well yea I noe……it shud be like I must be thinking……..is it really necessary………..lolz…..but I think…..”wao its pretty”………….it shud be with me…..

But dun wry it doesn’t happen with me all the time….only in festive season….yea this time it was “weekend”………kidding…….are its season opeaning…….

Last time I did tis type of shopping was mid of summers….when I was mad about skirts….yea yea u must be thinking…….wt the @#$% …………..a typical girl…….

Cummon atleast we can do it our own…not like…………u need to buy an underweear n ur mum ll do that……or ur gf……..oh yea dun be iinnocent…….u think  thtz kool………..lemme tell u thtz “lame”.

farewell

Farewell…………

Gudbye my trusted frnz…

Yea things songs made me realize the real farewell o frnz in ma life….

Before I was lonely in d crowd….n now its better alone!!!

Yea…4 yrs…made such a beautiful frnz….had lovely memories….but really its hard to noe tht u have no place in anyone’s heart[well it seems so]

How cud I noe…..if ppl dun tell me….i cn think anything….

Care n love is to be shown at times u noe…..thr r occasions u need to show love….coz no one want to loose anyone….n offcourse it hurts!!!

Well if my frnz consider they cud hav me even they dun care abt me….then yea…at times they cum 4 anything m thr……..else…I dun noe u now sorry.

Ppl can change….attitude can change….but we cant change the memories….thtz wt hurtzz a lot.

Well……..its better end this way…

This yr I nearly lost all of my frnzz……except really few…..

1^st I wasn’t able to count them….now its too  less to count.

Well………….gudbye my trusted frnz……

We had joys we had fun….we had season in the sun….

………I noe its hard 4 me……..

Ll manage……lyf ll never be same……………n beilive me……….m @ peace!!

Goodbye to you, my trusted friend.
We've known each other since we're nine or ten.
Together we climbed hills or trees.
Learned of love and ABC's,
skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.
Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
Pretty girls are everywhere.
When you see them I'll be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the hills that we climbed
were just seasons out of time.
Goodbye, Papa, please pray for me,
I was the black sheep of the family.
You tried to teach me right from wrong.
Too much wine and too much song,
wonder how I get along.
Goodbye, Papa, it's hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
Little children everywhere.
When you see them I'll be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the wine and the song,
like the seasons, all have gone.
Goodbye, Michelle, my little one.
You gave me love and helped me find the sun.
And every time that I was down
you would always come around
and get my feet back on the ground.
Goodbye, Michelle, it's hard to die
when all the bird are singing in the sky,
Now that the spring is in the air.
With the flowers ev'rywhere.
I whish that we could both be there.
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
But the stars we could reach
were just starfishs on the beach!!

story

It all started as a normal conversation….

Seeking frnz in a miserable world….slowly I had u at the time a real frn shud be thr…

4 me it was a routine or a habit to talk to u….

When I used to pour at u….wt all is goin on….a reilief was there……

To hear ur voice…..is still enough to make ma mind fresh…

Talked  talked talked…….shared a lot

Randomly …..slowly I was happy to be with u….n dint cared wt’s goin all around here….

Times came….u made me felt like “princess”…….d “speacial n d only one”!!

N I was too equally into u…..

The story had been created……time showed the best of all moments…

Zindagi mai ye ehsaas hi bohat khoobsoorat hai ki aap bhi kis ka khwab hai….

Never met…never knew each other….par jo hona hai vo to ho kar hi rehta hai…

A year passed…we moved step by step 4m strangers to frnz to a “no relation” status…

An awesumn feeling stood up….winds started blowing fragnantly….

Finally I met u…..no words wud describe that…..but ur presence made a stay!

Now here cums the twist part…..confession!

Damn……all crazieness went to height….”love”

Still no one can deny the fact…u already in a relationship n had the pleassues multiple times!

But yea……..tht dosnt made any diffrence…….coz according to the prvious conversation…u wasn’t serious 4 her…..n me stupid creature.

A fter a month u said…I dun want any relationship….yea how cud u….i was demanding time 4m ur so called busy shedule[which we had same].

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After a few weeks…I got to noe….m jus “kicked out”!!...

Wait

Wait

Wait

U came bak

Ur gf leaves u

Wait

U go bak

Wait

Wait

U cum bak[seriously this time???]

U hav a proof tht ur gf wont cum bak

Wait

Wait

U came bak…

We met again…..

So wt u think…………after all this…….i can do tht?? Sorry……its been long to be stupid….

N u ll go anyway.

Official breakup

Still ur talkin…

Wait

Wait

Wait

U wanna cum bak…………..cummon…………….arent u tiered???

yea thtzz the present situation…….!!!