disturbed

Days went by…

U hav a few gud days….a few bad…n a few disturbing….u cant say it to everyone…

Yea….wt to say tht u hate the way u were….or say tht u hate being here…jus because u cant understood wtz ri8….coz m a human!!

Well missing a speacial old frn these days….i was rude…n I broke d heart…I shudnt hav…mai hi khush hoti aaj……….well……I dun noe wt was on ma mind….well……..this is not disturbing me…

Disturbacne is well……..sai mai kahu to….i jus broke a freindship ri8 now wid a kinda chipku guy…

N the place where I belong………suddenly to the whole batch of my year…has made me famous….as use n throw girl…

I jus use guys…….when I need……..n I change my attitude….n throw them when I dun need them.

Well agar koi irritate kare………to I hav all ri8 to say u r irritating me….kitna sahega yaar koi.

Maine frn samjh ke hamesha kuch nahi kaha……..par each n every thing……….jo ho raha hai…mai use kyu batau……..vo kya mera bf hai…….ya mum /dad hai…………cummon mum dad bh ni karte aisa…

“he he yea man i knw wt u mean bt netaji is cool i m nt concerned abt tht, i m talking abt the real players here, not only mind games tey knw exactly wn to talk nicely so tht tey can get benefit, wn to ignore wn tey dun wnt benefit, n wn to dump wn v r no longer useful. n most imp political weapon tey use is calling themselves as frns, do tey even knw wt ds tht word mean, egoistic freaks. surely to say this status ws for sonia gandhi n not manmohan singh”

These were ur words…….yea……m d bad one now….y not!!

   N publically abuse karo….yea m waiting 4 ur so called”bitchslap” jo tere frn ne suggest kiya hai.[“ ‎"their needs shall rise again" which would be the right moment for "bitchslap"!!]

Dun wry waise bhi mai kabhi bhi aage se koi favour ni maangne waali…

N dun cum now after all these….wid a hand of sry n frndship….wt u think….itna sab hone ke baad….pehle to u were jus irritating….

Then it came now to my character……..n I bet u ll never undstd….u hav jus got a little brain as ur ##@$.....

Fuck off!!!!!!! Let me live in peace.

we girls

We Girls: -
Take a walk in the house with a toothbrush. :) -
Read the text on the shampoo bottle in the shower. :) -
Laugh at our jokes when we haven't even shared it with others yet. :) -
We ask "wha...t?" when we clearly understand everything. :) -

Hate it when the wind messes ...our hair up. :)
- Look in the fridge 10 times without eating anythi...ng. :)
- Have to call our own phones to find it. :)
- Check the time on our phones when we are wearing a watch :)
- Turning our pillow around so we sleep on the cold side. :)
- When we stay up late we count how many hours of sleep we will get. :)
- Stare a million times in a day
-want to hear our taarif from each n every person we know...:)
-luv to be called princess no matter wt..:)




yup m a gal........:)

wiered

Today m feeling v lonely….

Its not tht aisa kabhi kuch pehle nahi tha……….but I dun noe…..sab logo ki yaad aaj hi aani thi…jab kisi se baat hi nahi kar sakte.

Well/….aaj 1^st day tha is sem ka…it was a bakwas day for me……

We were abt to change the grp……..n u noe wt…..jis grp k sath mai 4 saalo se pad rahi hu……usme se ek banda ni aaya….to talk to me……..either they hav no guts or no importance.

Well unse ummeed bhi yahi thi……..coz thy r gud 4 nothin to me.

Par ab jyada strange feel hota hai…….coz aaj jub humne wapas usi grp mai rehne ka decision liya hai…..to they were shocked…….n even aaj bhi un logo ne kuch ni kaha…

I hav no expectation…….bas ab baat tak karne ka mann ni karta.

U wont blv……I was sitting quite 4 hrs……

N tht teacher is so untolerable……god……..agggghhhhh……I jus hate livin here……nothin is gud.

Few frnz r here wid me…….group mai 2 hai…baaki dusre grp mai……..n they really….care…I noe itJ

Thing is acceptance of the fact…….i was alone…….i am alone……n I ll be alone in this world…..forever.

Ek taraf ye dil hai……ssly aaj ke baad lov stories dekhne hi ni waali…….splly hindi movies…….pagal kar dete hai……..n meri imagination…….ssly……..u noe wt……tht means…..killing urself a bit.

Wt to do but….no option.

Things hav changed….n I miss d old time badly…

I dun noe y mind looses its stability sumtimes….n listens to heart…

God gimme strength to bear it….n to be tough….

No matter wt happen…wtz the case….leaving everythin….u r a stable part o heart.

Tht kills me now.

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.only thing i luv here is.......snowfall........
tht makes me happy...instantly............no matter wt....
u r grt god.....i luv ur world!!

with u

for u....

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re so close to me
You’re still so distant
And I can’t bring you back

[Bridge:]
It’s true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you’re not with me

[Chorus:]
I’m with you
You
Now I see keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
 Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn’t real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re close to me
You’re still so distant
And I can’t bring you back

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2]

No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come, I
I can't wait to see tomorrow

i think i have nothing more to say to u.....u ll read it sum day.....n........

love stories

Since 3 days….watching luv stories day n ni8…..vacation time….a lot more thing to do…yet …..1^st time in my life m getting so close to those movies…..i dun noe y.

Mi8 b they r epic…or mi8 b m sick.......

Seeing sum1 in dreams….cryin after waking up……bear a feeling whole day long…..thtz wt.

Well honestly I say……..i stopped watching movies this yr long…….i used to avoid them…..reason is…..after tht thr came a scilence ……..the silence in which…I came to noe m alone….yet m thr wid sum1.

I really unable to understd the things….n I think I cud never undstd tht…..u getting ur happiness around….thtz wt u wanted to do…..thnx atleast thrz a thing which keeping me away from u.

Its really hard…..when u luv sum1 wrong….but luv doest sees wrong n ri8……..yes…

Thtz the truth……….no matter how much I hate u……….i still hav a soft corner…..n tht scares me now.

I dun expect anythin 4m u…………even I dun want anythin 4m u now…….yea…nothin.

Yea its hard to understand love….speacially when u r alone in thr….!!!

[Well my frnz who r readin this…..dun panic mai khush hu……bas jo khayaal aaya likh diya.]

love blogging

Seiously….

When ppl stop listning to u…when u r alone….when u cant tell anyone wtz goin on ur mind….coz they dun giv a shit….n all they want to hear is “good things”….which u always cant giv to them…

Then seriously….blogging is the best way….and another best thing…when ppl dun even noe u ll start likin it…coz everone travels in the same boat.

Seriously………..m preffering reading blogs more than reading novel these days………..dunno why…mi8 be novels seems lil boring……….n long……cummon I hav plenty of big fat books to read inn medico…

But yea personally………I luv to read real life experiences…….n equally…fairy tales, stories n fatasies……I never intented to read any love story…by chance yea read it few of the times!!

But reading a blog is like…..u r feeling or living sum1 else’s part a lil.

Luv to blog!!!!

its hard...

Its hard when u dun noe who exactly is ur frn….

U rememsum….u 4get sum….u leave sum n u try to liv wid sum.

Its hard when u got to noe ur all efforts gone in vain,……u r told we liv tog coz v hav to…..ssly?

No sharing…….

Doesn’t get happy in things I lik….

Cant njoy food together…..

Cant jus do a thing coz myy frn has said so……na nt even a try

No coffee time ……

No movies tog…….

No subj/knwldg interaction……

Roaming ard hav stopped……….

No common intrest…….

Ur lil world….dsnt includes me……

U dun hav trust even I hav nvr ditched u………..atleast a lie cud made me happy.

Secrets….yea u hav many……..

Ssly m I nt forcing u to be frn???

All we can do…………giggling,gossip…n sleep…lil roaming n listening part.n yea most important….fi8…

Ok u hav got limited……….so m i.

m tiered o being jus adjusting....all d time....tiered of being sorry now!!

m waiting for few thngs to get ovr………….as 2013.

to make ur girl happy

♥ ♥ LITTLE FACTS THAT WILL MAKE A GIRL HAPPY ♥ ♥

1. If you like Her..
ASK HER OUT already.!!!!!!!! :)

2. When you hug her.
Put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close. ^_^

3. When you WALK next to her,
Get as CLOSE as you can to her. ♥

4. If she's the only one in your life,
TELL HER. :))

5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her. ;)

6. Give her presents and cards for no reason,
SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS. :)

8. Always offer to pay, if she says NO twice,
Then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). :-D

9. Kiss her lightly every chance you get. :-*

10. Look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose. :-*

11. If she says she's cold,
Don't be an idiot and say "me too" and stand there, give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms. > :) <

12. Don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with. :-/

13. Invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the
movies. :-)

14. Try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her. :-|

15. Always tell her you LOVE her ONLY IF U REALLY MEAN IT!!!! ♥

16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isn't READY to do.
When she is ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you. :-/

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER happen again. :-D

18. Call her .. girls love to be called or just send little text messages to them, this will make them think about you all day!!! ^_^



If U Did Not Notice That the 7th Point Is Missing that Means U Are Thinking About The Person U Love!! ♥ ♥ ;-)