bollywood

aggh...
bollywood suks...
m jus fed o these kinda movies...all around..
cummon hollywood mai bhi wahi dekhte hai...n bolly bhi...uff
movies lik..ek mai aur ek tu...london paris ny r jus crap..
kuch to naya do yaar...
ya to batayenge ki sex hoga...ladke ko luv ni hoga..ladki ko hoga..
ya girl is outrageous...n guy is lil boring...she changes his life...n in love..
uff...
cummon hamari life mai isse better stories hai try sumthin new..

mvies lik "pan singh tomar" is better than all ..
atleast real stories r bit diffrent...

better i stik to hollywood..

waise holly b koi kam nahi hai...
sex based movies.....aggh....one n same thing in all movies
again n again...cummon!!!
u r spoiling our bollywood!!1

better r movies ...animated,based on novels,n true stories..

lov stories........suk!!!

you decide

Its long…yea daily life se no updates……

Ok……..mera exam tha yaar aaj……….thoda to chalta hai ri8…..

Ok u r waitin for my best n worst…..to I let u decide today……wt u say worse n best…

Had a paper…..so whole time padai…ok ok I noe….kitaab thi mere saamne…….n dimaag…….london paris newyork…..or jus near in  russia….few miles away from my city….”tver”.

Yea……actually….examz  was  the time…..chahe jo bhi ho jaye….i noe before exam we ll talk…

Wo all the best kehne ka tarika hi different hota tha yaar……jo india ki yaad dila deta tha…….”fod ke aana”//…..i noe……sabhi bolte hai aisa…kya naya ab??........are yaha koi aisa nahi bolta naa……

N har exam ke pehle…thoda boost mil jaata tha….baaki saare frnz se vo jyada ache se samjh sakta tha…coz hum dono ek hi condition mai hote the….

Well….ab chah kar bhi mai use call ni karti….phone ki taraf hazaar baar dekhti hu…par use uthati tak nahi…..

This I first realized when……..i was goin to give “operative surgery” exam……was sitting thr waiting for my call….n mind direct………past mai……..:( I think tht was the first exam….i had given lik tht…n was a mess really!!!

Par u noe uski thought bhi mere liye lucky hoti hai……..hope so is baar bhi aisa ho.!!!

Ok ok…….m not dewaana kinda person…..thtz how I think n feel…….”d unspoken words”!!!

Well aaj jub bus mai I was studing…..u noe andar se thoughts aa rahe the…….poem ki lines compose ho rahi thi……….jo ab yaad bhi nahi………….ab tell me this is worse naa……

Exam diya….uske baad….mere with 4 other ppl….ke paper alag teacher check karega…jo ki bohat hi khadus hai……as in…..he can fail a student on any basis…..

M still in a tensed state……!!! Save me lord!!

Third messed up thing happened was…..

Aaj mujhe aise hi painting karne ka mann kiya…….n I tell u maine puri painting bigaad di..coz I dint gave attention to wt brush m using…………..damn ….isse jyada worse kuch ni ho sakta aaj ke din mai…..inni silly si mistake………..aagghhhh!!!

Khair everyone is sayin….ki jo mai keh rahi hu unhe samjh ni aa raha….unke according..it was perfect……uff!!!

But I noe wt I messed!!

well......best or gud according to me.......well pehli baar maine jo pade the wo questions aaye...!!!

n yea wanna tell u sumthin blog...
u noe....many things happened in my life....well......few times ago i had loved sum1....n was amazingly questioned why he did that....well.....jo bhi hua...
u noe now i dun even feel anger....coz....one day he came n apologized......n one day he came n said yea u were ri8...
now tht moment........i was like......wtz next???
coz ........i was really questioned......ki kabhi use is chiz ka realization hoga ya nahi......but he did had it!!!

he sowed a seed o love for him once more......but thtz too late....i noe....nothing is too late....
i always hear wt my mind says.......i supress my heart.......well thtz too late either to think about...

i dun noe wtz next........but wheather it was a short time with u......had a best moments with u......u let me live my life.....ok.......m stopping here.......coz jyada likha to gadabad ho jayegi.....hehe......lolzZ!!

some o best things in life

A smile frm a stranger wen ü r lost in a crowd,



An old frnd callin frm a distant land jus 2 say 'i mis ü'



d touch of mother's hand on ür forehead wen ür unable 2 sleep



A frnd askin u wats rong wen ü thght no one noticed



A hand on ür shouldr wen it feels lik d world's against ü



An unexptd,bt badly needed hug frm d 1 u lv d most.



Some of the best moments in Life...



Lying in d bed listening to d rain outside,



Thinking about d person U love,



Taking a long drive on a calm road,



A sweet & emotional conversation,



Finding money in ur old jeans,just when U needed.



Giggling naughty,



Holding hands with ur friend for a walk.



Getting a hug from some1 U care d most.



D moments, ur eyes are filled with tears after a big laugh...



this is life :) living in small moments but making a huge impact

changing weather

snow is melting....
wind is calm....
days are getting brighter...
things r getting harder...
time is getting less...
goal is up at the corner.....hiding here n there....
chasing me is restless....
god is watching us all....

worst was...frnz promised me to meet n talk......i waited all long.....no one showed up.

best was.....i was happy today with no reason...:)
took step ahead....n goin on!!

ekkla chalo re

The verses of Ekla Chalo Re read as follows:Bengali script Bengali phonemic transcription

যদি তোর ডাক শুনে কেউ না আসে তবে একলা চলো রে।
একলা চলো, একলা চলো, একলা চলো, একলা চলো রে॥
যদি কেউ কথা না কয়, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি সবাই থাকে মুখ ফিরায়ে সবাই করে ভয়—
তবে পরান খুলে
ও তুই মুখ ফুটে তোর মনের কথা একলা বলো রে॥
যদি সবাই ফিরে যায়, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি গহন পথে যাবার কালে কেউ ফিরে না চায়—
তবে পথের কাঁটা
ও তুই রক্তমাখা চরণতলে একলা দলো রে॥
যদি আলো না ধরে, ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,
যদি ঝড়-বাদলে আঁধার রাতে দুয়ার দেয় ঘরে—
তবে বজ্রানলে
আপন বুকের পাঁজর জ্বালিয়ে নিয়ে একলা জ্বলো রে॥
Jodi tor đak shune keu na ashe tôbe êkla chôlo re,
Êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo, êkla chôlo re.
Jodi keu kôtha na kôe, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi shôbai thake mukh firaee shôbai kôre bhôe—
Tôbe pôran khule
O tui mukh fuţe tor moner kôtha êkla bôlo re.
Jodi shôbai fire jae, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi gôhon pôthe jabar kale keu fire na chae—
Tôbe pôther kãţa
O tui rôktomakha chôrontôle êkla dôlo re.
Jodi alo na dhôre, ore ore o ôbhaga,
Jodi jhôŗ-badole ãdhar rate duar dêe ghôre—
Tôbe bojranôle
Apon buker pãjor jalie nie êkla jôlo re.


Translation into English

Here is the translation in prose of the Bengali original rendered by Rabindranath Tagore himself.[6]
If they answer not to thy call walk alone,
If they are afraid and cower mutely facing the wall,
O thou unlucky one,
open thy mind and speak out alone.
If they turn away, and desert you when crossing the wilderness,
O thou unlucky one,
trample the thorns under thy tread,
and along the blood-lined track travel alone.
If they do not hold up the light when the night is troubled with storm,
O thou unlucky one,
with the thunder flame of pain ignite thy own heart
and let it burn alone

bad phase

ok..past last  2 days.......i was ill.......havin bodyaches...
well.......

best....i dun noe its best or not...but got a new proposal....i said "no"....reasons r many.....dun wanna talk abt tht.
had a chat wid a old frn....
m happy 4 my sis's new life....

worst....
padte padte so gayi :((
got to noe ppl around me....r jus secret enemies....no one is ur frn....
learning to walk alone in life...........thtz a fact....
my frn is ill......he's got jaundice....n m upset on tht....

got a bad outcome....

i wanna be strong nothing else!!!

a windy day...

well........today as such a normal day......after such days...huh!!1

best.....i guess....m following my schedule....
worst.....well.....i guess......ECG solving in class....n felt tht xm is close.....hav to study a lot.....



well.....aaj inni hava chal rahi hai yaha....wt to say.....feeling lik m gonna blow off......ssly....

winter is off......n i thing spring is here...[officially to march 1 se hai].....but m feelin it nw...
well yaha se thand to khatam hone se rahi...spply hawa....ssly i tell u thandi........barfili........tufaani......saari hawayein dekh li yaha ;) :p

missing procedure......
yeah ye bhi roz chalta hai.......
aaj well.....mujhe gurudwara jaaane ka mann kar raha tha while returning 4m clss.....
n tht moment....when we silently laugh together.......on a mesterious thing.......i miss tht today....kuch yaad aa gaya tha...a best frn.....:)
well...

thtz all 4 d day....except 4m wt i do daily.:)

a new thing

Ok blog.....
m here starting a new thing...
best n worst o the day....

so taday's best thing was....i felt lik a real doc today[yup aaj ek patient ne taarif kari meri
n maine aur b patients ki help kari....when i was jus pssing by the mirror...n jus felt lik a doc is passin by...
it may nothin to u....but for me it was a happy moment]


n todays worst thing...i jus burst out infront o my rumy..
coz o my stupid expectation o being frn with her[tht she shud care 4 me]
n had a fi8...though i had alredy understood the fact tht...
shez not my frn...shez just a stranger...who jus travels by ur side...
nothin more...na kabhi use samjh aaya hai na aaega..dun noe y it happend..uh!!

give feedbaks...so tht  i ll continue writin it.,.........

zara sa

I dream of you everynight
Will you walk into my lie

Kabhi main jeena chaahun, kabhi main bhoolun jeena
Kabhi main maangu aise, duaayein sau baar
Ho thoda sa pyaar
Kabhi main chaahun yeh ho
Kabhi main chaahun woh ho
Kabhi main bhi kisi ka karun intezar
Ho thoda sa pyaar
Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna (meri bhi hai tamanna)
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna (kisi ko toh hai bhanna)
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Milta hi nahin, dhoonda hai lakh
Woh chehra zamaane mein
Jiska roz hi aata hai naam sa
Dil ke fasaane mein
Milta hi nahin, dhoonda hai lakh
Woh chehra zamaane mein
Jiska roz hi aata hai naam sa
Dil ke fasaane mein

Rozana usse dhoondu
Rozana usse bhoolun
Rozana usse paalun, khayalon pe sawaar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna (meri bhi hai tamanna)
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna (kisi ko toh hai bhanna)
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar
Ho thoda sa pyaar (ho thoda sa pyaar)

I dream of you everynight (everynight)
Will you walk into my lie
And walk me boy forever
Stay with me

Lafzon mein kahin, jaane kyun khoyi hai
Meri kahani hi
Apni baaton ko, accha hai main kahun
Apni zubaani hi

Zara sa main jala hoon
Zara sa main bhuja hoon
Zara sa main dhua hoon
Hawaaon pe sawaar
Ho thoda sa pyaar

Thoda sa badle, thoda sa behle, thoda sa machle
Yeh dil khwaab ki baar

Meri bhi hai tamanna
Kisi ko toh hai bhanna
Kisi se jhootha roothun
Karun main takraar