miss you

i really miss ma best buddies coz they r d one jab mai kahu k mera mood off hota hai to they care n never let me go anywhere.they noe if m talkin wiered thn thr is ssly sum prob.no one can replace u buddies.i can talk to u hours to u nt coz we dun hav lif coz it makes our life easy.n i luv to talk..fight n jus being mad on u.my things u can handle in best way.yea i luv luv luv ma net lif coz its never lonely as its here.n yea i can cry loud n u al ll listen.but its hard to live a new lif without u.i dun noe when i ll learn.i wanna liv.hope things ll turn right one day.i l b able to take descions o ma own.n dunt hav to cry n thnk ova wt i hav done.hope ..!

its so useless to hav affection..not bcoz u get nothing in return.its coz m a simple human n it hurtz me wheather its aim to me or not.its a wierd n totally not likin feelin when u r dependnt on sum1.it feels to start it al over again.i m jus fed up o tht i neva had best o anythng except ma family.n i miss ma family most.n tht thngs keep me goin.i ll b alri8 one day..i hate sumtimes to write here.but i hav no one to talk wid.

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does anyone read this blog?

boring

oh god this damn boring class n damn tiring day.whole day in hospital.no fud nothng...morn 8 to 4.duh!n wt we do..jus tp.patient jo yaad ho chuke hai ..more 3 days o same routine.it dsnt giv anythin except o zachod.n a trailer o ma lif.

random

sometimes i thnk..m mad.or jus cant undstd this world.wts on ppl's mind..wt their actions are.sometimes its weierf u hav no one around to share wid whom u can share wt u thnk..Wt u feel..Coz o distance,circumstances n diffrences o nature n other.This left to make u thnk ll i l be as i am today?Yea thr r many thngs to achieve..But left wid u n u.Sumtimes a thought is enuf for u to make ur whole day.But..Thr is sumthng missing.Day to day work ll increase we l say we wanna liv.Fear makes u weak 4m inside.. If u thnk u can break barriers or jus u wanna be in cage o ur own.Its ur decision.Liv n njoy n fuk all .Thts d way it shud be.The only thng lakin is perfection...It takes gr8 to be tht.Wel to hav a lif.Liv it.

wt 2 do

i hate this..i hate this feelin o lonlieness n m fed up o it.u noe m jus al depended on u frnz.i hav no one else around.n its so scary i hav to liv ma whole lif lik a lonely being....my family ll never wid me again..i noe that v wel.to some extent i dun belong to this real world.i tell u i neva thot when i was small tht world has so much grief buried.i hate to be in helpless situations.God neva make me human again.Neva...Ur world has jus becum a hell..i really appreciate those ppl who r happy.cherish their lives..finish this time soon god i wanna be happy.

wtf.

u noe i dun noe y its a crap to liv ur lif n being in such ppl which r wid u when u r lazy..Dumbass..Do all bullshit wid them.But y cant they understand that studies..Profession..N family is totally a difrnt.Its our alone fi8.I dun noe..I mi8 be wrong here.But for me studies matters most.Its a dfrnt thng i lak n want that few thng to be improved..Only a few ppl can undstd this.N i miss those ppl a lot.Its hard to be alone in between crowd-.

shall i?

its changes again around.few things i hav ever wanted n once i neva wanted.its hard to take decisions.forgiveness can b a great thing or repeating a mistake again.lif if wanna gimme such situations.wt shal it except to choose..its hard to be stiff.n behave ri8 standing wid those ppl n stand like a statue?i dun undstd..few thngs r gud if they r burried!i wish i shud hav a change o people in ma lif.n if sum1 go..go 4 eva.coz to be in this world.i cant even say myslef a ri8 one...god shnow me a way n strength to bear that.

realization !

the ones who dun hav meals in their days.they jus starve. m talkin about ppl who r poor.the value of food is to be known.starve a day n u ll realize a piece o their lives.its a pain.ur all body responds like gonna burst out.its a hard thing.value o food .value o human lif.shud be experience by each o us.20% population o d world is under starvation.n u thnk u dun hav anythnk to eat.u dun hav taste in that.its not ur kinda flavour? cummon get away 4m world n see the truth.majority o us is jus busy in happening events n having fun.try to liv ones.n make a person to liv a life.n u ll cum to noe the inner fun n happiness.u r wealthy enuf lets hav a share n make this world a easier n better place to liv!