Thursday, 2 June 2022

loosing to reinstalling myself...

I asked u do many questions...at last one day you gave me an answer...  'life without you '.
All questions got dissolved... All fights got over. 
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My fear of loosing made me aggressive... And that aggressivness lead to lose it for forever...  What i finally got?  A lesson...  Things can only be won with love not anger.
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Things are as they are... I accept them... Spirit I Am ready... Show me higher perception ...help me to overcome... Help me to heal. 
I am not going to hurt over this... M not going to worry over this... I am going to deal it with love.... Help me to understand why this happened and how i shall grow to higher realm. 
For a week... Don't go back at all... 
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More available to opportunities .not about giving people. Waters own plants... Gives unconditional love to yourself. Don't give up on myself... Being comfortable with myself. How to accept myself for my light... Show attributes .
How past guiding towards loving yourself.... Not repenting it. 
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Connect but not attach
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When i think about myself... I become selfish... I become mean.. 
But when i think about others... I become generous and kind. 
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When you ignore red flags in life... Life ll give u a shock that is hard to balance. 
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Reinstall faith, love, harmony, 
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U don't need to control everything... 
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Love for life... Not be afraid of putting heart 1st... 
Innocent child... Come back out... Let him come out... Let sensitive u come out... 
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Seek love not fear n not who's next gonna hurt u... 
Seek 

live again?can i?

I want to believe in love again
I want to feel the magic again
I want to trust again
I want to run amok for unknown again
Sometimes.... 
I just want to live again... 
I just want to have faith in almighty to present me with love
And to recognize it and not run away from it... 
I am afraid i will ruin everything.. 
I could be clingy
I could be over pouring.. 
Trusting is bit difficult... 
Complaining, ranting,  not living just cringing... 
It seems i am afraid of myself and how to just heal my wounds... 
I wish i could just start again... 
I could resolve all the conflicts... 


knock of change

Zindagi Mai Aapko kabhi kabhi Koi Milta hai aur batata hai...  Ki Kaise Palo mai se khushiyo ko batora Jaaye... 
Jo hasil nahi hoga use jaane Diya Jaaye... 
Aur jo saamne hai use Jee bhar Ke jiya jaye... 
Lehro ko rokne se Acha hai Uske sath beh Ke dekhe... 
Jo Karo Bas koi pachtawa Na rakho... 
N kabhi Piche mudkar nahi dekho... 
Jo Jaa raha hai... Use jaane do... 
Aur jo hai Bas is pal mai jeelo...
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Uljhano ko sath Baith kar sanwara jaaye
Kuch Meri Suno... N kuch tumhari kaho..
Bas jo hai Dil Mai Bol do... 
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