exams over

phew!!1 finally xmz over..........yippie....now its time m gettin an air...:)

n now m reilieved...
yaar koi nayi jagah jaane ka mann hai...

so u ppl having fun this summer??

well wanna hav sum really gud summer holidays....but thtz not gonna happen...

m jus on learning lessons each day....

well.....ab new way new journey n nothin is known to me...
hav to explore it more...

ohh..........1!!!!

n hav a mission to accomplish.......n this time...i hav to!!!!

god be wid me!!

fun n friends

oh had fun today...
njoyed a lot...
class mai masti wid frnz...teasing each others..
ha jab class mai teacher ni aaye to wt to do.
aaj waise i was the bich ka bakra...
meri hi khichaayi n chedkaani ho rahi thi...

they had put two difrent earphones in my ears....n thn made me to
sing...can u imagine...how funny it cud be..
it was awesumn...
n 1st time...inni masti mai i dint got rude...nor
hyper...
though in between...meri book fat gayi...mere shoes
chori ho gaye...
kaan mai fook maar maar ke dard hone laga...
n much more...
aaj meri baari thi.....ehhe...[bakra banne ki]..lolz

ab...xm aur paas aagaya hai...uff...

padai kuch ho ni rahi hai...;)

after a long time...had an icecream on street...
coz o fear o catching cold...i never hav it here..
in cold...as we used to do in india...
par imagine...had so much garmi...nothin happened.

summers

well............today a hot day indeed...
had most expensive cherries[400 rubles/kg]...but 1st cherry o the season.....loved it.!!!

summers r here......par aise mausam mai kaun padai karta hai exam ke liye?
uhg...

par...last exam hai :)

life goes on

past 2 days was in real mindblock condtions....thnx to ma frnz via gmail....they jus gave me a new life....

i hav read this quatation yrs back....but now i cn undstd it very well..."ur happiness depends on 1% wt happened....n 99% how u reacted".

yaar ab jisko rutha rehna hai rahe..
choti choti baato pe jisko mind kharab karna hai kare...

i ll remain cool at my side.

jaana hai .........goodbye kehni hai........frnshp todnihai......do it......n live freely...bohat bondages laga diye maine...ab u can liv as u want.

ek kaan se suno dusre se nikaal do..
talk less.....do more..
ignore......[best].

n yea....i was thinkin jitne log is saal gaye hai naa meri life se...u noe...after them...i got a reilief...ok for a few time...i was in wtf bad condition....but ab dil ko sukoon....mann ko shanti..........peace o mind hai yaar.

so n mere liye frnz ki koii defination ni hoti..
ab itne time mai i hav learned a thing......log aayenge....aur jayenge bhi....they hav their roles...."bear hug".n a bye.

kisi se bhi life ruki ni hai.......life[show] must go on.....
n let ppl go.....
n njoy d new ones....:)

but yea when u get a person.......whoz perfect[frn or lov] never let go...:)

baaki sab chalta hai...life goes on!!!

wanna go away

now i hav stopped talkin to ppl much...
dun wanna talk only...
ssly...
better to keep ur mouth shut...n if u never being in a conversation
no one ll ever hurt u...

wt when sum1 tells u ...they dun wanna be a frn anymore...

kya kabhi yaar kisi frnz ke bich formal relationship ho sakti hai?
i say..no!

well apart 4m these stuff..

only gud thing i hav here is...
weather...getting to wear new new clothes...
n recently mujhe sonam kapoor badi achi lagne lagi hai
a refreshing face...

she's jus perfect...
wao!!

else waitin 4 results..
is baar to vacations aane ki b khushi ni hai...sai mai
chahiye hi nai kuch b...

seems mujhe sad rehne ki aadat ho gayi ahi..
kisi na kisi chiz pe rote rehna jaise compulse ho gaya hai
kuch ni hota to khud hi lad leti hu logo se...

i m not likin this me...
i was a very cheerfull kid...
ssly...i was happy within myself...

m jus over wid this place...
aisi place jaha log hai aaspaas..bas bolne k liye frnz hai..
koi dil se dost ni maanta...
bas yaar...ho gaya bohat...

i noe..m arrogant,angry bird..bad enuf to hate..

wanna go sumwhere else...

but a year more..
i dun noe...how it ll get over.



dun noe this yr has becum a time o loosing frnz..
now apart 4m here..i hav a best frn..

nor he's replyin me ..
nor mailin me..
but he's constantly online..

i dun noe wt is bothering him...
wt is happening..
m sad at this...

:(

lov yea mom

coz mom [n dad too] they r d only ones.....who cares n lov  unconditionally....

politeness

dunnoe when its going to inject in ma blood...
ssly...
yea ujhe jo chiz kisi ki achi ni lagti i got rude to them
i shall not...
n ye jo close frnz hai unhe jyada hurt hota hai...
n baad mai ...i m miserable enuf..yahi lagta hai..
i wanna litreally change at tht...

oh cummon who wud lik a doc who is rude...
who is so wiered everytime.
everyone wud lik a polite n descent doc...

......

to force sum1 to b ur frn...is the very wrong thing i noe
thtz coz tht person is not at all happy wid u..

i jus wanna leave this place..n i never want to get
any close frn...
i  noe...who doesnt want any...its lik m talkin lik a looser
i can change n blah blah stuff....

i noe all tht.....
but dun u noe..its very hard!!!


how can one control their reactions??
tell me how to be polite....
its jus simply mean...u dun hav ri8 to say wt u feel..
isnt it...smile everytime.......sukkkkker.....!!!

n ek mujhe jabardasti daanveer karn banne ka koi shauk ni hai..
lik yaar ni dena mujhe har vo chiz jo mere paas hai...
kyu du mai?? har time?? roz roz?
ha speed aati hai...mere paas net hai...to matlab mera
hi net use karegi roz...
paise to maang hi sakte hai ghar walo se......cummon!!!!!!

routine

well days r lik...
study is an important hing....
today i stood up 2 hrs to watch tht operation...
now m not able to sit properly......duh!!!

abhi ek exam diya.....ab ek puri classes pado n again
exam....surgery is not easy dude!!!

well baaki sab...
mausam is awesum...its hard to study in such weather
when u want to roam here n there...

n shops r full o thing...
n yea my pocket money is inversely proptional to money
needed to buy all o those things :(
n yea ye kabhi sahi ni hoga...m a gal!!

well ppl...in a short time i ll hav vacations..
n this time it ll be a long one...

frnz bonding is goin fine...i hav made understood few
ppl tht every frn is equally imp...

missin ma home...
n yea missin d "chat" n "mithai" jalebi n all...
hard things !!

a day

to cry on a thing is easy...to fi8 for it is difficult
mold things ur way is easy..but to mold according to things
is difficult...
to insult sum1 on an insult is easy...to smile
upon it is difficult...
to do each n every thing wt others do..is easy..
not to follow..n make ur own path is difficult..
to fail n leave the thing is easy...try once more..
is a bit difficult

these things r difficult...but once u do them..
u hav a happieness inside u...n these r not at all
impossible...

try once in a day...
to make a person smile..
to talk with a smile no matter wt..
to supreess ur anger n wants...

u ll be far enough...to wisdom!!

thtz wt i think....these r small things...
yea there r lot many...still...

if u hav a dream...hav a courage to find ur way..

year of goodbyes

yea its a yr o goodbye...

i hav said goodbye forever to many ppl [frnz] this yr...
sum coz o clashes...sum coz o diffrences..
n sum coz...i dun noe.

well...i think everyone has a end in ur life...
everyone dies...sumtimes u cant help it.
u hav to accept it.

ok lemme count...
6 ppl...
n one more in line...
coz aise relations ko rakh ke khud ka harm karne ke
barabar hai...

n i ll be cumin lil less..dun mind,
having xm in 15 days.
ll be bak soon blog.
today also m tiered....so winidng it up fast.

duh uh!!

well today....m bit bored..
kisi bhi chiz mai mann ni lag raha.............nothin is intresting today.

thrz lot to study....but mood ni ho raha.....infact...book is opened...n i cant read even 2 lines properly...
as in my mind condtions , health everythin is fine........but day is dull today.
movies dekhne tak ka no mood...
nor of painting....
nor even listining music...
nor of talkin....duh!!!
fb bhi nahi........

well......class i hate to go thr....how ll u feel in a class in which every one makes sum or the other conspiracy against u.....just because u hav little self respect....n u speak for wt u sun like.
whole time they do tht only.
no one is intrested in ur picincs....talks....n i noe u ppl too sun care....
well why m discussing this shit.......let it be...

ok m goin bak to do nothing ! duh!!!

a holiday

wt is pain after a holiday,,,,when ur msls say no no to everything...
but u accept it happily...:)
finally had a refreshing holiday...
it was a small place....jus a lake...n we frnz...
well had fun to the bones!! ssly..it was awesumn!!

today also i hav a off.....n really helll tiered...
need loaaads o rest now.:)

but i dun undstd...y ppl[my frnz] wanna spend a
nig8 outside o the hostel...
i mean.....wt they wud do??whole ni8??
oh cummon...if u wanna disco n all its ok...
ab vo b ni karna hai to kyu yaa??wts d big deal.??
else we cud hav visited another city where we can roam
n stayed ...i guess tht wud be better.!!
i dun mind cuming bak home n relaxing...

oh i want a photographic cam now...ye noraml digi cam ni chahiye..
mujhe bhi lens mai beauty cover karni hia..
n aisa mai last 1 yr se chahti hu...kab hoga i dun noe.

n i dun undstd 1 more thing...jab saare frnz jakar kahi
koi party ya picninc jaate hai to y does n y d hell
my rumie has a problem.she is always lik...she did
tht ...this....blah blah...
cummon hav fun wt we all do.its never lik u r with
frnz n thing ll happen wt u like...
njoy na...keep ur ego aside.....duh!!
how can u hate ur life so much!!!

sorry blog mates...inne din no updates...
was on holiday...it was a lake...sand n all...lil
trecking...
fun...food....frnz....three things i lik most:)

well i want a vacation with orphan kids...
i lik to njoy with them...n make sum1's life gud.

n kal chal chal ke jaan nikal gayi.......gosh!!

it was fun.......loved d day......had a refreshing...
painfull holiday...

now m bak with whole lot new enthusiasm...:)
wanna make life gud:)
saare bure n boring chapters over nw...
now hav to work much harder:)