friends for love

When u love ur best frn….

Well 1^st u got confused………..it was fatal attraction….u not in love for real….

Ur bst frn is with u all the tim.e….gi v u support as u need….coz he doesn’t care who u r……n wt u do….he jus support u wtvr  u r……

It goes really well….

But when the actual thing starts n if it doesn’t work…..or u cant be in relation now coz u think now “no hez not my clone…..i dun noe wt was in my mind”

Well………u got caught……….u  finally ruined ur life by ur own hand….by 2 ways….loving ur bst frn…n then realizing it wasn’t the thing….sometimes insanity works….

Coz u cant go back as a frn….cant excpet to react on ur joke as he used to be…

U cant jus say him I miss u……..n be in a safe zone………with no relation responsibility….

U cant jus pass a tear n her shoulder coz if he comments as he used to do…..u ll got hurt now….

Ur rational feelings hav been dead….

The thing kills u all the time is…..y cant be again jus be such wonderful frnzz….reason is feelings have changed….u get hurt too easily now…u r touched by that person by heart….now u cant tolerate the ignorance….though it wouldn’t be the case…..the other person too have feelings for u…

But still u ppl r same as u were…………coz u dun noe wt to do in this situation….

Now time is here….i sit quite n scribble my keypad for writing about all this like a philosopher or sumthin…..stupid crash….but yea it happens….thtz the fact….

Cant jus go n cry onto him…..cant jus fi8…..cant jus speak normal things…..coz things r not normal….

N I hav gone mad!!!!

I can say here well….i miss u……u still in my mind….n I noe ri8 now in present times…u was  the one who really cared for me….stupid hormones came in between………damn!!

I still miss my old distance new frn….who jus same in condition as in I am….LONELY!!!

Hope sumday I ll overcum u!!:)