wiered

Today m feeling v lonely….

Its not tht aisa kabhi kuch pehle nahi tha……….but I dun noe…..sab logo ki yaad aaj hi aani thi…jab kisi se baat hi nahi kar sakte.

Well/….aaj 1^st day tha is sem ka…it was a bakwas day for me……

We were abt to change the grp……..n u noe wt…..jis grp k sath mai 4 saalo se pad rahi hu……usme se ek banda ni aaya….to talk to me……..either they hav no guts or no importance.

Well unse ummeed bhi yahi thi……..coz thy r gud 4 nothin to me.

Par ab jyada strange feel hota hai…….coz aaj jub humne wapas usi grp mai rehne ka decision liya hai…..to they were shocked…….n even aaj bhi un logo ne kuch ni kaha…

I hav no expectation…….bas ab baat tak karne ka mann ni karta.

U wont blv……I was sitting quite 4 hrs……

N tht teacher is so untolerable……god……..agggghhhhh……I jus hate livin here……nothin is gud.

Few frnz r here wid me…….group mai 2 hai…baaki dusre grp mai……..n they really….care…I noe itJ

Thing is acceptance of the fact…….i was alone…….i am alone……n I ll be alone in this world…..forever.

Ek taraf ye dil hai……ssly aaj ke baad lov stories dekhne hi ni waali…….splly hindi movies…….pagal kar dete hai……..n meri imagination…….ssly……..u noe wt……tht means…..killing urself a bit.

Wt to do but….no option.

Things hav changed….n I miss d old time badly…

I dun noe y mind looses its stability sumtimes….n listens to heart…

God gimme strength to bear it….n to be tough….

No matter wt happen…wtz the case….leaving everythin….u r a stable part o heart.

Tht kills me now.

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.only thing i luv here is.......snowfall........
tht makes me happy...instantly............no matter wt....
u r grt god.....i luv ur world!!