silence

life over here...
dun ask its miserable...
y??
because sumhow u compromise...u say "no" to uself n yes to others.
in short u dun do things which ur heart says...
jus becoz u r living wid a frn hell diffrent from u...

yea jus managing by saying to myself...let it be
its last yr...
next part ll be good....
hopes!!

in the class...yea i ignore those ppl...
but in a short room sitting thr 6 hrs how u ll be able to ignore
what is really going through...
what they really show u...
tht we dun care who u r...
ur whole group goes in a party n u r not even invited....
yea thtz how u feel...
its there each n every day..
we 2 ignore it...a lot...daily..!

its ok..its better to be alone than to be in a bad comapny...

this thing lets me move on.

u cant hear wt ur heart says...coz u noe its wrong!
u cant do what u want....but nw it wont b lik tht..

sumtimes these things jus lead me to anger..
y i suffer coz o  sum one else...
paying for to be in a company??
r they really worth it....
dun noe...
mm silent...jus silent...
coz if i say it can ruin many things...
better i stay quite...

but atleast here i can say it...i can say i dun like it at alllllllll here....

jus concentrating on studies...
only good thing to do here....

god jus lead me to the path i want.