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i hate this..i hate this feelin o lonlieness n m fed up o it.u noe m jus al depended on u frnz.i hav no one else around.n its so scary i hav to liv ma whole lif lik a lonely being....my family ll never wid me again..i noe that v wel.to some extent i dun belong to this real world.i tell u i neva thot when i was small tht world has so much grief buried.i hate to be in helpless situations.God neva make me human again.Neva...Ur world has jus becum a hell..i really appreciate those ppl who r happy.cherish their lives..finish this time soon god i wanna be happy.